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*Hey*
Here's some thing's I'm updatin bout..
-OmG-
Omg-I saw er* tha slut Cameron* cheated on me with..Dear god, if I was gonna cheat on someone like me I would at least find somebodi that at l.e.a.s.t had some [look's]..I mean I ?thought? that she would look pretty just b'cuz everybodi sleep's with er* but god, I kno why she dn't say with one guy it's cuz she can't keep em* cuz she's butt ugly I do believe myself*..I mean I ?thought? that Cameron* &* I had something but god, I guess not..So all I kno is Cameron* really need's to open his eye's but it's to late now...
-School-
Well today when by okay I guess..I mean other than tha fact I hate school more than n/e thing in this world..But n/e way's I guess thing's will change n/e way's cuz I mean we only have 29 day's left of school &* I'll miss all my friend's but mayb I can see em* over tha summer..I mean bck today thou. well 1st block went by really fast..2ed did also..3rd not so fast but I did hate it more than n/e thing..4th it was okay can't say much bout it..bus was crazii today but oh well..I guess I should just live school up cuz one day I'll be out of it &* I'll wanna go bck to it..
-Today all togetha-
Has been okay I mean I guess it has school when good..I went to tha Ervinton* vs. St.Paul* softball game &* it was kool sence it's like tha 1st time in bout 3 yrs that I've been to a softball game..Saw er* made my day cuz of what nd all I thought..Thought bout everything today..Waitin on Canaan* to call me but I dn't kno where he's at but oh well he's a big boy..
-Prom-
Is only 18 day's away &* I have so much to do..It's stressin so bad..But I'll get it all dun..I mean I'm goin shoping monday cuz we haven't got school that day..So I hope that everything goes rite &* I'm sure I did..
-Livejournal's-
Well I was reading my friend's page as I always do &* I was reading nd I was reading Ang's* page &* I think that it's so sweet that she can write a note to Jar* &* let everybodi read it I really do think that's tru love &* I think that's so kool of er*!*
-Shoutout's-
`*-|.Canaan.|-*`
Hey hun, well I guess everything is goin good..I love you to death &* I hope that everything works out..I hope that we're togetha for a very long time..I Love You!*
Ang*-Hey gurl, I kno we're not really close but I think that it's so kool that you can write letter's to Jar* on your livejournal &* let just any bodi nd every bodi read em* I really think that's love &* I look up to you for that..I LoVe yoU!*
Jayme*-Hey babe, I guess thing's are okay between us &* I sure hope that it is..But n/e ways best of luck with everything..Call em*..lol..I LoVe yoU!*
Friend's*-Hey I love you all 2 death!*
-Quote's-
There`s a 99% chance that he doesnt like me but its that 1% that keeps me hanging on
i only have two words for you: i'm done.
after everything i've done for you, every chance
that i gave you, and yet you still break my
heart. but it's over now. finally i've
realized that i don't deserve this and honestly,
you don't deserve me. yeah i still love you
and i probably will for a long time, but i can't
stay here anymore. it hurts too much.
i guess this is moving on.
I don't know what to do at this point. you've told me a million times that there's no one else on your mind ; that I'm the only one you care about. then I see you with this other girl. your smiling together, laughing together, you're really happy together. that's when a part of me feels like giving up on you. and that's where I have to decide ; should I let go, or should I keep fighting for you?
`*-|.Laken.|-*`
Here's some thing's I'm updatin bout..
-OmG-
Omg-I saw er* tha slut Cameron* cheated on me with..Dear god, if I was gonna cheat on someone like me I would at least find somebodi that at l.e.a.s.t had some [look's]..I mean I ?thought? that she would look pretty just b'cuz everybodi sleep's with er* but god, I kno why she dn't say with one guy it's cuz she can't keep em* cuz she's butt ugly I do believe myself*..I mean I ?thought? that Cameron* &* I had something but god, I guess not..So all I kno is Cameron* really need's to open his eye's but it's to late now...
-School-
Well today when by okay I guess..I mean other than tha fact I hate school more than n/e thing in this world..But n/e way's I guess thing's will change n/e way's cuz I mean we only have 29 day's left of school &* I'll miss all my friend's but mayb I can see em* over tha summer..I mean bck today thou. well 1st block went by really fast..2ed did also..3rd not so fast but I did hate it more than n/e thing..4th it was okay can't say much bout it..bus was crazii today but oh well..I guess I should just live school up cuz one day I'll be out of it &* I'll wanna go bck to it..
-Today all togetha-
Has been okay I mean I guess it has school when good..I went to tha Ervinton* vs. St.Paul* softball game &* it was kool sence it's like tha 1st time in bout 3 yrs that I've been to a softball game..Saw er* made my day cuz of what nd all I thought..Thought bout everything today..Waitin on Canaan* to call me but I dn't kno where he's at but oh well he's a big boy..
-Prom-
Is only 18 day's away &* I have so much to do..It's stressin so bad..But I'll get it all dun..I mean I'm goin shoping monday cuz we haven't got school that day..So I hope that everything goes rite &* I'm sure I did..
-Livejournal's-
Well I was reading my friend's page as I always do &* I was reading nd I was reading Ang's* page &* I think that it's so sweet that she can write a note to Jar* &* let everybodi read it I really do think that's tru love &* I think that's so kool of er*!*
-Shoutout's-
`*-|.Canaan.|-*`
Hey hun, well I guess everything is goin good..I love you to death &* I hope that everything works out..I hope that we're togetha for a very long time..I Love You!*
Ang*-Hey gurl, I kno we're not really close but I think that it's so kool that you can write letter's to Jar* on your livejournal &* let just any bodi nd every bodi read em* I really think that's love &* I look up to you for that..I LoVe yoU!*
Jayme*-Hey babe, I guess thing's are okay between us &* I sure hope that it is..But n/e ways best of luck with everything..Call em*..lol..I LoVe yoU!*
Friend's*-Hey I love you all 2 death!*
-Quote's-
There`s a 99% chance that he doesnt like me but its that 1% that keeps me hanging on
i only have two words for you: i'm done.
after everything i've done for you, every chance
that i gave you, and yet you still break my
heart. but it's over now. finally i've
realized that i don't deserve this and honestly,
you don't deserve me. yeah i still love you
and i probably will for a long time, but i can't
stay here anymore. it hurts too much.
i guess this is moving on.
I don't know what to do at this point. you've told me a million times that there's no one else on your mind ; that I'm the only one you care about. then I see you with this other girl. your smiling together, laughing together, you're really happy together. that's when a part of me feels like giving up on you. and that's where I have to decide ; should I let go, or should I keep fighting for you?
`*-|.Laken.|-*`