Dec 19, 2004 21:35
I don't even understand myself sometimes. why do I [not] do the things I do.
I feel frusterated. disappointed in myself. like I let a good opportunity [maybe for nothing] pass me up...2 days in a row. if I could figure out my thought process at the time of confrontation, maybe I would be ok. but for now continuous dwelling on my stupidity will consume my thoughts.
i.regret.too.much.