my breakfast is cold...
ugh...im tired and it just hit me like real bad how much im going to miss everyone at waring..haha its going to suck so bad..i cant believe im actually going. this is horrible, i dont want to go to waring. im not going to know anyone whos like me and who isnt an asswipe haha this is horrible ugh im so angry im using the same words over and over again and i cant type because im so angry..this sucks let me leave...today i just wanted to go to bed and never wake up like it got to one of those points where i was just like whoa, leave me alone or else im going to shoot you. honestly im getting sicker by the minute and today i just wanted to scream at my mom...she was like im cold, im like guess what? pa's colder. see my grandpa died and i dont know i just get frustrated when people die, like i dont know what to do or say..and lately..meaning the past few days, ive been having trouble breathing..like it used to happen every once in while but now it happens like every half an hour..i feel like i cant get enough breath into my lungs so i keep inhaling but nothing happens and its creepy.. i dont like it but i guess ill have to deal. i wonder if anyone actually reads my livejournal...im thinking not but you know,who knows?
much love to muh crew
much love to muh crew