Jun 14, 2005 20:56
im so bad a writing...i just attemped to write a poem because i havent written in a while...ive completely given up on poetry..i can show you one i wrote a while ago...let me go find it.
I belive this one is called the sound of sun but who can be sure?
the tear bleeds through the paper
but without the lovely crimson
writings of time, with an eternal binding
to feel passionate love
a true embrace that i want fall through
a heart that will be all mine, and beat like a thousand drums
under my heavy head
a heart that will catch the apathetic tears
hold my fears captive, lock them in a box
lose that imagined key
then we can run and leave it behind us
run away from the mindless liars
lives that fill the unloved and silent
my biggest fear is living life without you
losing a truth only found in the soul, the heart
an eternity passes in the blink of an eye
but when i earn this love from you
i promise only to keep
a little longer than forever
dont forget what we have given eachother
and dont forget i still have enough tears
to cry myself to sleep at night
and as i write this poem
i know the beginning, the middle,
but not quite the end
so turn around
and we shall revel in the view
yeah that was shit but at least i got my feelings out...sigh.
so depressed. not even fruit can help this tragic event. well, i wouldnt call it an event...id call it an eternal devistation.
ugh...im such a sucker for love. haha wow, could i make that sound any more corny? but really i am. ill never understand me.
as incubus would say "my biggest fear would be the rescue of me". probably true.
much love