destiny, i want to name one of my kids destiny. i wonder how david feels about that.
maybe atleast, i could *try* to pretend, everything is okay, blah im tired of it, me and david are fine now, we are okay.. and shit, now, every time he comes home WE are okay. but it doesnt change, heh, hes taking the picture of megan out, and i am making him put a picture of yuliana in there, and im giving him a picture of cassie to put in there, and im taking my picture out, cause its a very bad picture, and im going to replace it with a picture that i look cute in. that is if, he likes the one i choose, i hate the one hes got, im looking down and it makes my noise big, i asked david to change his lunch, and to go to cassies lunch, and sit with her or something, or alyssa, and he said he liked alyssa more then megan anyway, and then he said that alyssa was a bitch, so i was confused. blah. and i told him he disgusted me, he said why, and told me he loved me a thousand times, and waited for me to say it cause he had to go and he wouldnt get off the phone without knowing i lvoe him, it was cute. blah, nick is a fucktard. no idea where i have heard that word before, blah so instead nick is a dick weed, I GOT THAT ONE FROM WILL, and will got fuckface form me, YAY and yuli says fukkkker a lot, which i thinks cute, suicide is a bitch. and i just wish maybe i could get the courage, but i dont have the courage to do it, so maybe that means im *suppose* to be here? who knows. i aint got the courage for a reason, i believe in destiny...i believe everything happens for a reason. and a year from something happeneing, u look back, and maybe there really was a reason, and if there isnt the reason hasnt appered to you yet, but there is one. there is a reason for everything.
destiny...*