The future = SCARY
I’ve come to the conclusion that I have no idea what I’m gonna do with the rest of my life. I “took time off” so that I could get a job, and ya know, have some money. Look where that got me. It’s mostly my own fault because I don’t get off my ass and get a job, but I just don’t have the motivation for it. I hate it. It’s times like this where I actually wish I was still in high school.
And not only this whole job thing, I’m now starting to get a ton of ideas about what I wanna do as a CAREER. Ahh. Scary. They range from all over the place; from cosmetology/fashion, to early childhood education, to events coordinator, to medical assistant. It’s so confusing because I can see myself doing any of those and enjoying them. So a friend asked me recently, “Which one blatantly tugs at your heart more?” And obviously it was kids. I love, love, love children, and I hope to be able to just be an at home mom. But that doesn’t help me here since 1. I’m not married. 2. I have no kids. Haha. I just wish this stuff wasn't so hard to figure out. I pray every night that God would lead me down the right path (which I know He will) It's difficult, but also amazing at the same time how I'm learning to just put all my trust in Him. You should try it sometime, you'd be amazed how much stress just disappears. Hehe.
Alright. Nice post eh? It's the usual movie/bed time nowww for meeee :)
Goodnight lovies, sleep tight! <33