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hey ... Im sorry for everything ive ever done to anyone -- the last week or so ive had a ton of stuff on my mind but when i sat down and really thought bout them i realized that i can change some of this one of them is the way i act towards people.. yeh i kno im suppose to me lil miss nice girl never mean to ne one well i will have to say that sum ppl disagree yeh i kno i cant please everyone and that what i guess thats what i was trying to do -if u dont like me then i cant change it * but i am so sorry for them things i have done to make neone mad * im known for alot of gossiping and it kills me that some ppl cant trust me b/c they think that ill tell everyone and everything ends up bein my fault it seems like... well i CAN keep secrets ive had many ppl not keep there promises or secrets to me and i just know realized how much it can hurt.. when u think u trust sumone and u really cant...--ive had someone tell me sum things latley that opened my eyes about the true person that they thought i was and YES wut they said KILLED me inside but it was the truth usually i would go into sum major depression and b like my life is over but i didnt i kno that i was meant to hear the stuff and think about it so that i can change it- it cant happen over night and its gunna take sum work but im doing better -- im not askin for sum pitty, wuts wrong b/c thats not wut i need i asked for the truth and i got it ...pelham is a very crazy school lots of clicks and popularity as much as u try to ignore it* it will NEVER go away... i try to get along with eveyone but its hard im soo set to do one thing and its hard to change... its like a routine - i do the same thing everyday its hard to learn sumthing diffrent. NewaYs- On another note*LeeAnne is still not home the person i told everything to no matter wut..shes been gone for a month and the past week i havent been able to reach her she was suppose 2 be back yesterday but she didnt come so i dont kno what im going to do* i have alot of mixed emotions i kno this entry is very random b/c i dont update often im very busy... theres one person thats made me think alot latley and i luv her to death and its NaTtY B: ur crazy but in ur own lil way.. and well with cayc i kno we havent been hanging out to much latley but i still luv u iM sorry for the way ive acted latley its soo hard to explain how im truley feeling and make it make sense so i cant explain however u view this entry is up to u ... right now im happy i had a very good day a bad phone call that brought me down but it will get better with time. ; thanks to all my friends that are thier for me i luv yalL! Mwah_cOMmEnt If u WaNNA_

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