Honestly.

Mar 20, 2006 19:08

Hi my name is Carolyn. I go to school for 7 hours a day. I have a Monday-Friday job. My grades are slowly but surely declining. I have between 1 and 2 hours of homework each night. I'm pretty sure I'm starting another job in a few weeks. And I just joined the Tennis team at school.
Shoot me now.

I don't know what to do. I'm lost. Lost Lost Lost.
I'm in such a dillema which needs to be solved ASAP but I don't know HOW to solve it.
I need to join the Tennis team. 1)To get in shape and 2) Because I need extra-curriculars to get into college.
but
I have a job at 3:30 Mondays Thru Fridays. That is my only source of income and I'm sure most of you have noticed that we no longer live in a world where teenagers can just be teenagers; No, we all have to get jobs as soon as we can now. I have places to go and things to pay for and I need money for that. And my Card company still isn't standing on it's feet- AKA I've been giving own cards for free to people instead of being all "Hey, wanna a card? Someone having a special occasion? I can make a card for them if you want!" So as of now, I need that money from walking the dog desperately. My Mom's boss' sister owns this ice cream place which is opening in a few weeks and he said he'll see what he can do to get me a job there, but there's no guarantee I'm gonna get that job.
And I signed up for Tennis today. I actually have no idea WHAT the guy said (And guess who the guy is? The same coach from when I tried out for soccer. aka. i. dont. like. him.) but Channa told me she heard him say that we have practice every day after school starting tomorrow.
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I don't know what to do. :( And that has got me in THE WORST mood today. My Dad was trying to convince me in the car that High School only comes around once and I need to take advantage of the oppurtunities given to me. But Obviously he doesn't understand that I can't get by with....$0. I mean, this setup would have been fine...say...last year when I had NO life. But, now I need money to DO things. And the $20 a week I make now isn't even enough.
Not to mention I have absoloutely NO idea how to place Tennis. I don't think I have ever picked up a Tennis racket in my life. Ever.

Dave thinks I should do Tennis.
My parents think I should do Tennis and work the days I can.
My brother says to Roll The Fuck Out.

Help.Please.
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