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I don't even know what words to use to describe my past couple days.
Wednesday was effing nuts. Specifically, Youth Group was effing nuts. More specifically, what happened after youth group was effing nuts. I asked Alex to semi. I found out that there was another girl who was thinking about asking him so I figured "Eff that shyyt- I'm going first." and plus I did NOT under ANY circumstance want a repeat of last. I've learned my lesson after being crushed that time. So, I just did it with some encouragement from EVERY single person there. It most certainly was not the response I was hoping for. But, It was kinda open-ended and left some room for possibilities. And wouldn't ya know... None of my eyelashes are falling out lately. And everytime I look at the clock...it's 11:12. Figures.
Friday was bad fashion choices on my part. I wore flip flops and I was soooo cold the whole day. I've come to the conclusion that I need to get my ass off the goddamn computer and start studying. Either that or I need to be checked for a learning disability. Cuz, it's not like I don't understand what we're doing in my classes, but when the tests come I make stupid mistakes and blank out on a lot of it. My grades have gone steadily downhill this quarter. With the exception of Creative Writing that it. I have a 97 average in that class. Not to mention- IM GOING TO BE PUBLISHEDDDD ahhh :D Woot. Anyways so people were over my house after school as usual, but then they all left to go to a party. A party to which I wasn't invited. But not like they just forgot to tell me about it, no, Chirstopher actually said to me "Carolyn you're not invited". And then Nicolette told me I couldn't go because I was gonna be the only sober one there. Kthanx. Whatever. I ended up staying home. But it wasn't all bad. I talked to Greg Good for about 2 hours and that was fun.
Saturday I cleaned my room. For about 25678673562 hours. And yet, wouldn't ya know, it's still a mess. Probabaly because I ended up just moving stuff. Oh well. Not like I care. Then, for the first time in MONTHS there was only 4 people at my dinner table. And ya know what? I didn't like it all that much. It was missing something. Something = the rest of my family. What am I gonna do next year? My house is gonna be so empty it's not even funny. At least now I look forward to having ponies in my backyard on the weekends, but next year? No ponies. I don't wanna think about that though. It's a depressing thought. :( It makes me muy triste. So, anyways, then Mark, Nicolette, Bri, and Tim came over and we watched Crash. Oh my gaaah. That was an awesome movie. Of course, I didn't understand it all right away, and I probabaly won't until I watch it 5 more times. But that was nice. We need more of that.
Today I have to take a shower and straighten my hair. Boo. I hate that. It still takes me too long. How come everyone else is able to straighten their hair in 15 minutes but it takes me an hour? Stupid. And I might wear a skirt to church. Because I want to. But it's like 37 degrees outside. So. Maybe...not. I don't know.
And I need to go dress shopping. Cuz I need dresses for: Semi, Graduation, Confirmation, and maybe prom. I don't know about that last one. It hasn't been discussed in a while. But still, I need lots of dresses. But I think I know the dress I'm wearing for Confirmation.
SPEAKING of that, I need to pick a name. I also need to write a letter to the bishop. And I need to write a letter to Steven. I mean, cmon did you really think I was gonna write 20 pages to Mark, 7 to Chris and then let Steve get off with nothing? And plus he's my sponsor. So, yeah.
My Dad. Is buying. AN IPOD. How dkfjnds;kgmnpsh is that? I don't have an IPOD! And then he's just gonna go buy one! Yeah, hi, not fair. He told us we're not allowed to download music which is the entire reason I didn't just buy one myself, but then he's like "nah im gonna get limewire". Flippin. GAH.
And I have a new whatchamacallit. I made a differant lj just to put stuff I write in. http://only-thebestest.livejournal.com
I'm gonna go now.
Laterr Days
♥
Wednesday was effing nuts. Specifically, Youth Group was effing nuts. More specifically, what happened after youth group was effing nuts. I asked Alex to semi. I found out that there was another girl who was thinking about asking him so I figured "Eff that shyyt- I'm going first." and plus I did NOT under ANY circumstance want a repeat of last. I've learned my lesson after being crushed that time. So, I just did it with some encouragement from EVERY single person there. It most certainly was not the response I was hoping for. But, It was kinda open-ended and left some room for possibilities. And wouldn't ya know... None of my eyelashes are falling out lately. And everytime I look at the clock...it's 11:12. Figures.
Friday was bad fashion choices on my part. I wore flip flops and I was soooo cold the whole day. I've come to the conclusion that I need to get my ass off the goddamn computer and start studying. Either that or I need to be checked for a learning disability. Cuz, it's not like I don't understand what we're doing in my classes, but when the tests come I make stupid mistakes and blank out on a lot of it. My grades have gone steadily downhill this quarter. With the exception of Creative Writing that it. I have a 97 average in that class. Not to mention- IM GOING TO BE PUBLISHEDDDD ahhh :D Woot. Anyways so people were over my house after school as usual, but then they all left to go to a party. A party to which I wasn't invited. But not like they just forgot to tell me about it, no, Chirstopher actually said to me "Carolyn you're not invited". And then Nicolette told me I couldn't go because I was gonna be the only sober one there. Kthanx. Whatever. I ended up staying home. But it wasn't all bad. I talked to Greg Good for about 2 hours and that was fun.
Saturday I cleaned my room. For about 25678673562 hours. And yet, wouldn't ya know, it's still a mess. Probabaly because I ended up just moving stuff. Oh well. Not like I care. Then, for the first time in MONTHS there was only 4 people at my dinner table. And ya know what? I didn't like it all that much. It was missing something. Something = the rest of my family. What am I gonna do next year? My house is gonna be so empty it's not even funny. At least now I look forward to having ponies in my backyard on the weekends, but next year? No ponies. I don't wanna think about that though. It's a depressing thought. :( It makes me muy triste. So, anyways, then Mark, Nicolette, Bri, and Tim came over and we watched Crash. Oh my gaaah. That was an awesome movie. Of course, I didn't understand it all right away, and I probabaly won't until I watch it 5 more times. But that was nice. We need more of that.
Today I have to take a shower and straighten my hair. Boo. I hate that. It still takes me too long. How come everyone else is able to straighten their hair in 15 minutes but it takes me an hour? Stupid. And I might wear a skirt to church. Because I want to. But it's like 37 degrees outside. So. Maybe...not. I don't know.
And I need to go dress shopping. Cuz I need dresses for: Semi, Graduation, Confirmation, and maybe prom. I don't know about that last one. It hasn't been discussed in a while. But still, I need lots of dresses. But I think I know the dress I'm wearing for Confirmation.
SPEAKING of that, I need to pick a name. I also need to write a letter to the bishop. And I need to write a letter to Steven. I mean, cmon did you really think I was gonna write 20 pages to Mark, 7 to Chris and then let Steve get off with nothing? And plus he's my sponsor. So, yeah.
My Dad. Is buying. AN IPOD. How dkfjnds;kgmnpsh is that? I don't have an IPOD! And then he's just gonna go buy one! Yeah, hi, not fair. He told us we're not allowed to download music which is the entire reason I didn't just buy one myself, but then he's like "nah im gonna get limewire". Flippin. GAH.
And I have a new whatchamacallit. I made a differant lj just to put stuff I write in. http://only-thebestest.livejournal.com
I'm gonna go now.
Laterr Days
♥