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Dec 15, 2004 16:31

So today i find out there might be some bad news possibly coming my way.thats just great. add another pound to my stress.All of my family is saying how im not studying hard enough and how i need to try harder and do better in school or else they will take me out of it. i dont get it... last year they were saying if i do bad they will put me in it and now they will take me out if i do bad. cant they make up their mind. Anyway i told jon id be happy today so im going to be happy. Just because.
so besides that...i am happy. I studied for my finals tomorrow and i watched a movie. I TALKED TO VALERIE TODAY! we talked for a little because she had a paper to write, but this weekend we are hanging out! i am so excited i havent seen her in what seems like forever. maybe she will understand why i did what i did. i know she wont though. i dont even understand. how retarded lol. well its done and it cant be changed. this weekend is going to be awesome. Sat. is brad pitts 41st b-day! me and marielle are celebrating then i have to work and at like 10-11 im going out with valerie probably to eat and hang out around. friday we will probably hang out as well but earlier. im excited. i need to update her with everything going on with me at the moment. ms. carolines test was so hard! i cant stand her. lots of people were saying that they prob failed. shes a horrible teacher. w/e. half way through the year already. after finals i went to the drama room and i was just happy just because. i dont know why. and i was really happy. and then i saw alex and he told me i smelled good...like always.lol. and i got hugs from ruben (i love his hugs), jon, kyle, miguel and ... i dont remeber who else... but they made me feel happy. then i wanted to go to the mall to buy a few more people their presents but no my brother decides to tell my parents im not studying and i should be so both my parents and my brother refuse to take me to the mall. so i am locked in my room blasting my music. at the moment i am listening to Everytime- britney spears. maybe next ill put on the reason bc i love that song no matter what happened at the mtv awards. lol. i swear he looked drunk. but anyway i guess i will try and study some more math ... i know i need all the studying i can get there. i SUCK at math. tomorrow im going to try to be happy ALL day! i really am. i dont think i want to come home right away tomorrow i wanna go out to eat or something. i dont know we will see. well im gonna go study for math.

xoxo
Andrea
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