/~/ Got through it /~/
okay...today i found out (more) about that new york field trip! wow how exciting. but then jon tells me that freshman cant go unless they were in west side. i really hope it isnt true. i will be so sad if it is. well today i was really happy/hyper at least as soon as i got to school. then everything just shut down and i got really sad. i know people think i am like weird and go through like major mood swings like happy one min and sad the next but its not that its just that... i guess i build things up and dont tell anyone about them or when i do talk to someone i dont tell them everything bc its embarrassing i guess, so then when everything builds up then the smallest thing as someone calling me a bitch causes me to be sad or something. so yeah today something like that happened. and i was all sad bc i thought someone said something about me, but apparently it wasnt true no one said anything. so when i found out it wasnt true (like near the end of the day) i got happy again. but i swear like i was really starting to like this school and after what that person SUPPOUSABLY said i didnt want to go there anymore. i was thinking why would i want to go to a school were people dont like me or some shit like that. i know im so gay! but i dont know i guess thats the way i am. Kyle i guess knows why. he realized it the first day he met me. and yeah i guess thats why i am the way i am. and it makes me really mad bc i dont even want to be like that. but w/e. okay i am talking to jon online right now and he says he was kidding! freshman can go...IF we even go this year. omg...that was THE MEANEST thing EVER! well, yeah. so i am going to the movies to see oceans 12 and i am so excited about that bc how bad can a movie be of staring at BRAD PITT, and MATT DAMON for 2 hours! wow... well today people were sniffing me it was slightly awkard.lol...but they said i smelled good so i didnt mind. lol...i am such a l0$3r. yeah thats the new MELANIE/MARISA style to spell l0$3r. (loser). so yeah im excited and now i am going to go get ready bc im leaving soon. o wait!! i almost forgot i went driving today and omg! i did so good..i didnt even come close to driving into a post...(does a mailbox count) but i did really good like my turns and stops and i stayed in the lane.and wow! i think i did good. well i am off to get ready for the movies... and then maybe a sleepover yay! then study all day tomorrow and sunday during the day and JINGLE BALL at 6-?!!! i am so excited!
xoxo
Andrea
xoxo
Andrea