Every morning
When I wake up i lean my head over the bed and wait for my dog to come over. This morning i dont give a shit about anything. what i really wanted was to was to sit on the couch and write in my blog. its been deleted. this whole week has been nothing of what i wanted. chris and his family are in town and all i want is a moment to myself. the worst part about it is that when his family leaves he has to go back to work. I've been able to watch a movie and take a nap with my husband. all week. ugh im just in a terrible mood everything that i say his mom intentionaly takes it everything i say wrong. his nana is trying to make everything better and its all kinds of fucked up. oh his little sister shes just a big bitchy 13 year old ms. know it all emo kid. i hope to god that i wasnt like that. i think i was at least pleasent. theyre all so much better when theyre seperate but together its just a disaster in the making.