humm
well i haven't updated in a while. i have alot to tell. i finally got my license and im driving my mommy's tiberon. its real cool. i had like the best time. it was me, kayleigh,amber, and andrea...me and my three best friends just driving around and being goofy. we jammed out to hanson. me and all three of my best friends have never actually got together and hung out. i was like wow this is what i have always dreamed of. what i have always wanted.
and i am real stupid...i thought i liked my ex mark again. wow was i wrong. its just the stupid feeling you have after every serous relationship. and me and my old best friend jamie had an argument about it..b/c he likes her and she thought i was mad or whatever. i really miss her.. we have changed so much..we went in diffrent directions and it sucks. we were like sisters for like 5 years. she was my best friend from forth grade and to 8th grade. and the reason we stopped being best friends is b/c of mark. then we just went diffrent ways. and i would give anything for us to have a real good friendship again..even tho we are diffrent.
blah....and i think i "love" someone. but i can't say who. and i don't even know if it really is. i mean i catch myself thinking about him all the time. and i know im gonna get shit from it b/c im not even dating this person. i don't know i guess mabie i really care about this person and i would risk my own life for him and whatnot....but whatever..
and my best friend amber is fanning me...woo!
and i love her
heh
i have a job...i like it some days and then other days i would rather hang myself than go there. i hate old people. i have realized that i would have to choose a career that i can't be working with costomers..b/c i'll prolly kill them. and that would not be good. i might be a writter or an atrists or a musician or a fashion designer or a magazine editor...lol..or a photogrpher. but whatever
i can't wait untill school...i really miss everyone. and i cant wait till warped tour..its gonna kick ass...woo. i get to miss the first day of band camp too..yeay.
my friend t.j. has left for nc..i wish him luck at whatever hes planning on doing or whatever he may find. *good luck*
umm...i got donnie darko on dvd...its real cool. i forced my mom to watch it with me last night. and today i wanna watch the butterfly effect...yay.
i am gonna go now and drive my mommy's beautful car...heh! i love it. buh bye
xoxo chelle
and i am real stupid...i thought i liked my ex mark again. wow was i wrong. its just the stupid feeling you have after every serous relationship. and me and my old best friend jamie had an argument about it..b/c he likes her and she thought i was mad or whatever. i really miss her.. we have changed so much..we went in diffrent directions and it sucks. we were like sisters for like 5 years. she was my best friend from forth grade and to 8th grade. and the reason we stopped being best friends is b/c of mark. then we just went diffrent ways. and i would give anything for us to have a real good friendship again..even tho we are diffrent.
blah....and i think i "love" someone. but i can't say who. and i don't even know if it really is. i mean i catch myself thinking about him all the time. and i know im gonna get shit from it b/c im not even dating this person. i don't know i guess mabie i really care about this person and i would risk my own life for him and whatnot....but whatever..
and my best friend amber is fanning me...woo!
and i love her
heh
i have a job...i like it some days and then other days i would rather hang myself than go there. i hate old people. i have realized that i would have to choose a career that i can't be working with costomers..b/c i'll prolly kill them. and that would not be good. i might be a writter or an atrists or a musician or a fashion designer or a magazine editor...lol..or a photogrpher. but whatever
i can't wait untill school...i really miss everyone. and i cant wait till warped tour..its gonna kick ass...woo. i get to miss the first day of band camp too..yeay.
my friend t.j. has left for nc..i wish him luck at whatever hes planning on doing or whatever he may find. *good luck*
umm...i got donnie darko on dvd...its real cool. i forced my mom to watch it with me last night. and today i wanna watch the butterfly effect...yay.
i am gonna go now and drive my mommy's beautful car...heh! i love it. buh bye
xoxo chelle