lalala

[xomoomooxo87]

hey...im back in town...yay.. im glad b/c i was goin crazy there. i missed all my people. umm i went to the mall tonight with amber and andrea. i saw like everyone and their mom at the mall..i saw kayleigh and anna and then i saw bj,tj, mere and ashley, and then trish and gabe and liz and aaron, umm ronny, oscar, saree and amanda, hank...ok im done. lol umm then harry (andrea's b/f) shows up...grr. i don't really like him much..i dunno why.. i just don't trust him. well we went to see dodgeball...it was ok except andi and harry were like making out the whole time. ugh. and he was kinda putting his hand a little too low for my liking...that made me like want to just walk up to him and tell him to take his hands off her. but i guess im being an overprotectie friend. blah w/e. but then i got a tummy ach and i wanted to leave the movie b/c i just wanted to..so me and amber left the movie and walked around the mall. that was alot better than watching the movie. so then we saw kay and anna...then we stayed in the mall untill it closed..then me, amber,anna, and kay hung out outside the mall. then me and ani went back to my house and ordered pizza and then she saw this ad in the phone book that said somthing real funny...well she decided to call it...dunno why she just wanted to..lol. then she called her brother at home and was like *whispering* i see you, you better be afraid tonight b/c im comming for you. well i guess he freaked b/c he hung up and everything..lol it was funny. then me and andi watched degrassi and ate pizza. my parents came home from the boat and my mom was pretty drunk..lol. it was pretty funny i guess.. but then she tends to be real annoying. grr. ok well and now im here at andi's house and im spending the night. and tomorrow im going to orlando with her and her mom and brother..woo hoo..lol. well i saw my friend oscar at the mall last night and i got his beep number. well he beeped me tonight..kinda drunk and was like ok well im gonna say this to you know b/c i know if i was sober i could never tell you...well i was like ok..and then he was like i really like you alot and i was wondering if you could give me a chance..then i was like well i think that we should hang out and get to know each other a little bit before i start thinking about us being somthing..and he was like well yah thats wht i was thinking..so i was like yah well i think it would be cool to hang out together. so i don't know whats gonna happen with this one. its like i want to like try it out with him .i think. but then im scared. i don't know what the hell i want or even feel. i need to help myself first. andrea thinks im posessed by somthing..heh..she said my eyes were dark and it didn't seem like i was there. but the weird thing was that when she was saying that i felt very weird..like when i did stuff i had no control..like i couldn't look into her eyes..no matter how hard i tryed i would just look away. and i would like laugh. i dunno. im not saying im posessed or anything but it was kinda weird. but i guess i'll be back on sunday..heh. i come back for one day and then i leave again..lol..oh well its only gonna be for like a day and a half. ok well i think im gonna go to bed..woo. buh bye
xoxo chelle