Welcome to my life..

[xomandajo]

Hey well there has been alot goin on.. I dont remember the last time I updated either.. I've been dealin with alot of shyt in my life and shyt from other peoples life. Well lets see my parents have been fightin alot.. i finally got my mom to let me go on the cruise tho . lately tho.. out of all the people i can rely on i have found it to be beth james and kirsten they are really good..beths been goin thru sum of her own hard times but uh.. i still have no idea where me and arron stand one day i feel like he hates me the next day its just me n him and its great...sumtimes.. he told me there is sumthing he has to tell me bout his ex..and its only fair i hear it.. i kno im not gonna wanna hear it tho but ill deal.. i was do.. maybe its just about that time where i realize..hes never gonna be happy with me..i dont know.. but yeah i went to the football game friday night which i think friday was the day i found out all the stuff about ashley *his ex* and realized i shouldnt ask him. i dont know.. itll all work out the way its supposed to. Hopefully itll be either things stay the way they are now.. or something good.. god im soo stupid..well im too upset to keep typin in here.. but ill prolly update sum other time..

you know what ive learnedtho.. in life.. Some things dont always go the way you want them to.. I guess that is one of lifes lessons learned growin up. Life isnt always fair either.
parents still fight. people dont lvoe u the way u love them.. and some people just dont realyl care..
im out..
l8er
love u
mandajo