Sick and Tired of bein sick and tired

[xomandajo]

Man..you know sometimes life just gets really old ive been tryin to plan my moms "suprise" birthday party and shes been jumpin down my throat about everything if she wasnt soo frickin noisy and stuff it wouldnt be so hard but if i try and talk to my dad she thinks im keepin a secret about like him havin a girlfriend and stuff and everything is such a big deal.. sometimes i just cant stand her because she dont yell at ryan and kyle for anything she always yells at me.. Jessica's gone so she definetly dont yell at her even tho if she was here she wouldnt yell at her anyways. im just so tired of it all. Im tired of comin last to everyone I just want someone to care and actually show it. I hung out with Corey and Erica and Tiffanie And Amy quite a bit this weekend so that was kinda cool but my moms birthday was yesterday so they went out drinkin last nite and came home and embarrased me in front of all my friends.it was crazy .had to clean up after them after they went to bed and try and get my dad to GET IN HIS BED NOT CRASH ON THE COUCH ..its just insane im tired of doin it all .. and then next weekend is gonna be insane.. colleen came over and i have to go to shellys 16th birthday party next saturday..which means im gonna be quite busy.. I have to go to Kennedy Space Center early Saturday morning..probably at about 5 30 6 in the morning and theni wont get back til about 7 and then right from school i have to go to ShellFriends party and thats til about 11 and then i dont know ill prolly go home and crash and then sunday i have to or im supposed to go help my grandma clean her house and then ill prollly have to clean mine too.goodness it gets old sumtimes.. But i had a good time hangin out with amy and im glad me and tiffanie are friends again i miss beth tho.. i love hangin out with her hoepfully she will come to my moms party and arron too b/c that'd be realyl cool and itd mean alot to my mom cause she loves arron alot..but who knows i guess ill goo cause im about to have to leave to go to sams yaya! gotta get cake,chips,soda,cheese for tacos that g-mas makin for moms party and then come home and clean good!! yeaa! well ill write later..
<333 MandaJo
i am still insanly crazy of arron lol...sad huh? and oh yea! talked to chase last nite im goin to have to start helpin him more with work because he has 3 fs ahhh! well l8er