this house is not a home, i think im better of alone

[xolovesuicidexo]

i cant stay in my house alone for too long.
especially on the weekends, because theres nothing to do.
and i definitly cant catch myself thinking.

its like...i force myself to hang out with people so that i dont have to be alone.

hey there;
i know its hard to feel
but i dont care at all
we'll get these lights off
keep going on and on and on
and i cant make it on my own
cause my heart is in Ohio
so i can fall asleep tonight
because you kill me
you know you do, you kill me well
spare me just, three last words
'i love you' is all she heard
i'll wait for you
but i cant wait forever
my final breath is gone

:-)...he's calling me now <33333