i watch the walls around me crumble, but its not like i wont build them up again
last night was great.
awesome.
and todays good too. except i'm nervous about tonight.
and, in spanish today the upcoming effects of valentines day kinda started to set in on me.
first this kid andrew was wearing armani's gio=what dennis used to wear.
so i smelled it and i asked if he was wearing it and he said yes and noone in class could figure out how i knew what it was.
then..courtney and her mike were in a fight and it was like their one year and he kept coming into the room with a GIANT posterboard that said "i love you" and had hearts all over it. mrs lopez didnt mind and let them talk and he sat in the hall after and kept making them and slipping them all under the doorway.
thats just about it.
except for i finnally realized that my home life will always be considerably sucky. but ive found the best ways to deal with what my mom tells me sometimes. and im learning that its okay to get upset and cry about it before school in ther morning, if i can get myself over it by the time im out of school.
and the valentines day stuff...not that big of a deal. nothing i cant find for myself when i'm ready.
<3
awesome.
and todays good too. except i'm nervous about tonight.
and, in spanish today the upcoming effects of valentines day kinda started to set in on me.
first this kid andrew was wearing armani's gio=what dennis used to wear.
so i smelled it and i asked if he was wearing it and he said yes and noone in class could figure out how i knew what it was.
then..courtney and her mike were in a fight and it was like their one year and he kept coming into the room with a GIANT posterboard that said "i love you" and had hearts all over it. mrs lopez didnt mind and let them talk and he sat in the hall after and kept making them and slipping them all under the doorway.
thats just about it.
except for i finnally realized that my home life will always be considerably sucky. but ive found the best ways to deal with what my mom tells me sometimes. and im learning that its okay to get upset and cry about it before school in ther morning, if i can get myself over it by the time im out of school.
and the valentines day stuff...not that big of a deal. nothing i cant find for myself when i'm ready.
<3