Pointless Thoughts
I feel like I have so much to say and yet, nothing at all worth noting, at the same time.
I sit here as I'm typing, and in between thought breaks, I play with my key. I thought this key wouldn't still be around my neck right now. It's amazing how you think one thing is going to turn out okay and then the world just sends you on a curve around nothing you expected.
...sigh. I turned 24 the other day. It was weird. I don't feel 24. My throat is super scratchy right now. I'm watching a romantic comedy. It's warm in this room. I'm wearing no makeup. And my PJ's. My phone hasn't rang all day. I feel lonely. I feel lost. I feel alone. I want winter to come so bad.
I wish my eyes were a different color and certain things weren't as hard for me to accomplish. No one is home. I want to have a long winded conversation with someone over a beer.
Everything I wrote really does just emphasize the title of this entry. I look forward to later on this week and we'll see what happens next week. I wish I was content. Happiness is too far fetched to wish for.
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I sit here as I'm typing, and in between thought breaks, I play with my key. I thought this key wouldn't still be around my neck right now. It's amazing how you think one thing is going to turn out okay and then the world just sends you on a curve around nothing you expected.
...sigh. I turned 24 the other day. It was weird. I don't feel 24. My throat is super scratchy right now. I'm watching a romantic comedy. It's warm in this room. I'm wearing no makeup. And my PJ's. My phone hasn't rang all day. I feel lonely. I feel lost. I feel alone. I want winter to come so bad.
I wish my eyes were a different color and certain things weren't as hard for me to accomplish. No one is home. I want to have a long winded conversation with someone over a beer.
Everything I wrote really does just emphasize the title of this entry. I look forward to later on this week and we'll see what happens next week. I wish I was content. Happiness is too far fetched to wish for.
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