Happy Fucking New Year.
It's 2009. And for the third time in a row...it has started out horrible. If it wasn't for Lori, I'd be drowning in my tears instead of alcohol.
RJ & I broke up...or as he says, are on a "break" because he's moving to Florida in 3 months. I invested a lot into him and us and even though he didn't want this as much as me, I still feel really bitter. I hate feeling like this because of men. It makes me so weak.
I'll make this short but I've spent my time with Lori and she's really helped me try and get over things. We had a ton of funny moments this weekend..."dood.." and I don't know what I'd do without her.
I'm really thinking I just might join the Peace Corps. We'll see. Off to see what we can do now.
I hope I can come through this better than last time. I miss him already. ...and I shouldn't.
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RJ & I broke up...or as he says, are on a "break" because he's moving to Florida in 3 months. I invested a lot into him and us and even though he didn't want this as much as me, I still feel really bitter. I hate feeling like this because of men. It makes me so weak.
I'll make this short but I've spent my time with Lori and she's really helped me try and get over things. We had a ton of funny moments this weekend..."dood.." and I don't know what I'd do without her.
I'm really thinking I just might join the Peace Corps. We'll see. Off to see what we can do now.
I hope I can come through this better than last time. I miss him already. ...and I shouldn't.
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