Feb 07, 2006 16:10
That's a band...I forget what they sound like...
I love a good slice of hypocrisy...jealousy...contradiction...what have you.
She mentions him...less...but enough.
I mention talking to another girl...and it's a game of 20 questions...followed by me attesting my fondness for her...
If I get irritated about her talking to him or her mentioning him, she gets all annoyed.
That makes no sense. Is it because she doesn't like the confrontation about a thing she knows is wrong?
I don't think what miracle happened on new years and his word is really anything to go on anymore...
I don't trust him worth a crap...and I have every reason not to.
I don't want to be compared to him...I hate that she thinks of him in context of me...it's really bothersome.
I have no desire to here about any of his progress in music or anything else really.
My negative half anticipates some sap around valentines day...oh If only I had a valentines for him...then it would be a complete triangle.
Things seem to be going well...which is awesome...but depressing when thinking of the future because there are some inevitable things on the horizon which I wish I didn't have to approach,but I'll have to in order to remain happy and not have my abilty to love be fucked up supremely.
I feel like he's in my head as much as he's in hers...and if it's weighted more on her side...well that's flatout shitty...
Oh my livejournal, you are now a vessel for all my negative thoughts...readers beware