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I never have time to write, so I never really know what to write about because it seems like when I do I have huge gaps and there's so much that happens that I can't ever remember to say it all!
Work has been... blah. I seriously cannot stand people talking down to me. I understand I mainly work a service job, and of course I am there working FOR the customers, but is it really necessary for people to act like you are a piece of shit on the bottom of their shoe?! For instance I got reemed out the other day for something so dumb that I was so angry that it took every single fiber in my body to just hold on and keep my cool without saying anything back. Also, I'm sick of working full time hours and not reaping in any of the benefits or anything else like the "full time" employees do. I don't think I've ever been as exhausted as I am with this job, and it stresses me out so much its ridiculous. On the other hand, with a few exceptions, I love the people. Most of them. They make my day, they cheer me up, I have a good time. Luckily the ones I work with most of the time are the ones I enjoy being around the most.
I still miss my friends like crazy. I'm so used to seeing them whenever I want, or all of the time, that since I haven't seen much of anyone at all it's actually becoming a little depressing. I love spending time with Gary, but my friends are way important to me as well so right now my goal is to see as much of my friends as I can. Because face it, most of them go to school out of town so this is the only chance I will get to see most of them and I haven't been good about taking advantage of it. On a lighter note, I did get to see Kelly and Cody. Sunday, which was mine and Gary's three months of dating ((*already?!*)) we hung out with them. We went to Roadhouse for dinner, then cruised around for a while. Then tonight I hung out with Josh, we invited Howie but I didn't think he would come and of course, he didn't. We just walked around the dock a few times and it was nice just talking and catching up. Haha.
I also got to spend some quality time with Gary today. Those moments are far and few between. It was nice. I'm not looking forward to him going to court on the 30th and not seeing him for a month or really getting to talk to him. That's no good right there and it's sad. For me.
That's pretty much about it. I don't get a day off for a week now... so not happy about that. At all. Good night.
Work has been... blah. I seriously cannot stand people talking down to me. I understand I mainly work a service job, and of course I am there working FOR the customers, but is it really necessary for people to act like you are a piece of shit on the bottom of their shoe?! For instance I got reemed out the other day for something so dumb that I was so angry that it took every single fiber in my body to just hold on and keep my cool without saying anything back. Also, I'm sick of working full time hours and not reaping in any of the benefits or anything else like the "full time" employees do. I don't think I've ever been as exhausted as I am with this job, and it stresses me out so much its ridiculous. On the other hand, with a few exceptions, I love the people. Most of them. They make my day, they cheer me up, I have a good time. Luckily the ones I work with most of the time are the ones I enjoy being around the most.
I still miss my friends like crazy. I'm so used to seeing them whenever I want, or all of the time, that since I haven't seen much of anyone at all it's actually becoming a little depressing. I love spending time with Gary, but my friends are way important to me as well so right now my goal is to see as much of my friends as I can. Because face it, most of them go to school out of town so this is the only chance I will get to see most of them and I haven't been good about taking advantage of it. On a lighter note, I did get to see Kelly and Cody. Sunday, which was mine and Gary's three months of dating ((*already?!*)) we hung out with them. We went to Roadhouse for dinner, then cruised around for a while. Then tonight I hung out with Josh, we invited Howie but I didn't think he would come and of course, he didn't. We just walked around the dock a few times and it was nice just talking and catching up. Haha.
I also got to spend some quality time with Gary today. Those moments are far and few between. It was nice. I'm not looking forward to him going to court on the 30th and not seeing him for a month or really getting to talk to him. That's no good right there and it's sad. For me.
That's pretty much about it. I don't get a day off for a week now... so not happy about that. At all. Good night.