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so saturday FIN came over! it was soo nice to see him. i havent seen him in a year. i met his fiance ashley she is very nice. then sandy and her friend marissa i think it was came over to see fin also. then they left and i talked with sandy and marissa . i seriouly love sandy. i have to get some stuff out. it was hard to say some of the stuff. but you gotta do what you gotta do right?
things havent been good at all lately. i feel angry and sad and bad and depressed all at the same time. tonya needs to help me get into denial. but i dont know how much good that will do for me. ya know. tonya me and chris all need to be our support system. or theres no way we are gonna get through this all.
i dont know what im gonna do. when i think about it. i cry and then i cant stop. and it doesnt help that i dont talk about it with anyone. i mean im sure all of you are confused on what i am even talking about. i will talk about it with my friends when i am ready. the only person that knows anything right now is sandy.
but im gonna go and finish watching the waterboy and then go to sleep cuz i need to babysit in the morning.
night all
things havent been good at all lately. i feel angry and sad and bad and depressed all at the same time. tonya needs to help me get into denial. but i dont know how much good that will do for me. ya know. tonya me and chris all need to be our support system. or theres no way we are gonna get through this all.
i dont know what im gonna do. when i think about it. i cry and then i cant stop. and it doesnt help that i dont talk about it with anyone. i mean im sure all of you are confused on what i am even talking about. i will talk about it with my friends when i am ready. the only person that knows anything right now is sandy.
but im gonna go and finish watching the waterboy and then go to sleep cuz i need to babysit in the morning.
night all