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ok so lately things havent been that good. at all. i have been keeping everything inside and i could really talk to someone right now. im so sick of crying. im trying to stay in denial (spl) like tonya is being. its just hard. but then i dont show how im feeling. and i dont talk about it. i accidently broke down to my dad today (huge mistake) i didnt want to talk to him about it and it just came out cuz he asked what was wrong. so anyways. if i have seemed down,and not wanting to do anything im sorry. just be patient with me. and be here for me cuz i dont know what im gonna do. i dont know how to deal with this kind of stuff. its going to be so hard.
i think i need to go talk to my mom
goodbye
i think i need to go talk to my mom
goodbye