Feb 26, 2005 10:19
so this brain in my head can forget your face....
so i did it
kinda
but if thats wut i wanted
y was i so upset
was i upset for myself
or was i upset for him
i cant tell
all i kno is its the next day
and im still not sure it was the rite decision
i feel horrible
i cannot describe the look in his eyes
he wasnt mad
he was in denial
but after one week
y do u lyk me soo much
i honestly dont get it
wut did i do to that poor kid
so bad last night i wanted to chnage my mind
but i stayed strong
im almost out of this whole
i dont lyk hurting ppl
but should i stay with him
to protect him feelings
probably not
im not sure wut to do
all i kno is now that im free
if i think about him alot..
then thats means i made a mistake
it will probably hit me monday
when i have to see him
i should feel sure
again i dont think its possible
but i kno i hurt him
i hurt myself
but was it the rite thing?