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there's a reason why i am the way i am.
you know what people say about experiences shaping who you are and everything...well they have. i've learned from my mistakes and from the mistakes of others.
and now one of those reasons is trying to tell me to change again. to go back to how i was. to trust him. to be naive and get hurt again. i just can't do that.
i just don't know.
but i do know i like who i am now more than who i was then. i'm stronger and happier and more independent and i certainly don't intend on going back.
you know what people say about experiences shaping who you are and everything...well they have. i've learned from my mistakes and from the mistakes of others.
and now one of those reasons is trying to tell me to change again. to go back to how i was. to trust him. to be naive and get hurt again. i just can't do that.
i just don't know.
but i do know i like who i am now more than who i was then. i'm stronger and happier and more independent and i certainly don't intend on going back.