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So I leave this Saturday. I never thought this day would come. I can't even describe how I feel. I'm scared,excited,anxious,nervous,sad,all these things I knew I would be. Jamie came back home on monday from pre-season and her,amanda,and I took one more cruise through the high school parking lot. Parked in our spot and took pictures. It felt so wierd to be there, sometimes I still feel like going around yelling "seniors'06!!!" but we don't belong there anymore. After our little cruise we sad goodbye to jamie for real. That was hard. I've been best friends with that girl since freshman year. We spent almost every weekend together. Thats when it really hit me, life is really all about to change. I say goodbye to Tricia tonight, thats not going to be fun either. She was my first real best friend, we've been partners in crime since the 8th grade. Done everything together. We were talking last night about all the stupid stuff we've done the past four years and how no matter what we always can laugh at it. I'm going to miss her. She's my rock. Tonight is going to be super emotional, I'm not ready for it, but it's here whether I like it or not. Amanda and I both leave saturday so friday night is going to be a real doozy. No matter what, it's always been us and saying goodbye to that, wow. It's going to be an emotional couple of days. And then theres so many other ppl I need to see before I leave, people I'm going to miss just having around. I have so much packing and I'm stressing about so much. I just want to enjoy these last couple of days. Life is crazy in ways like this, the things I complanined about the most our probably the things I will miss the most once I am away at school. Moving on is hard, it's definitly one of those things that are easier said than done.