this is my apology for misleading you, i mislead myself.
where to begin?
so much shit has changed. It's kind of upsetting to look back on everything, and realize that nothing is the way i thought it would be right now. 3 years ago, i imagined myself in a different place, maybe this is for the best, or maybe i screwed up way too much. who knows. in another 3 years, we'll see won't we..?
I'm approaching 19 years of age, but I feel like I should only be turning ten. I don't deserve to tell people that i'm 19, because i Haven't accomplished anything that i wanted to do, except for graduation, which in my opinion, i barely even made that.
i don't have much to say.
i'm dissapointed in myself, but i'm happy now...
so i guess that's what counts right?
so much shit has changed. It's kind of upsetting to look back on everything, and realize that nothing is the way i thought it would be right now. 3 years ago, i imagined myself in a different place, maybe this is for the best, or maybe i screwed up way too much. who knows. in another 3 years, we'll see won't we..?
I'm approaching 19 years of age, but I feel like I should only be turning ten. I don't deserve to tell people that i'm 19, because i Haven't accomplished anything that i wanted to do, except for graduation, which in my opinion, i barely even made that.
i don't have much to say.
i'm dissapointed in myself, but i'm happy now...
so i guess that's what counts right?