Oct 27, 2005 20:24
Wow. How weird is this. You know, I used to be so completely obsessed with Journals. So obsessed I had 3. Ujournal was my first, Deadjournal was my second, and Livejournal was my 3rd. I considered myself lucky, because I get to be a free user, since I had friends already on here. Amazing how much posting your life on the internet gives you so much more satisfaction then writing in a blank book. I guess it feels better to know that you're not just talking to yourself, and there's a chance somewhere, that someone is reading this. I don't even know why I considered starting this up again, I haven't written since the beginning of Junior year. Of course, myspace was the new trend, and you know me.. always keeping up with the new trends and what not.
I've officially went bankrupt. Okay, I'm exaggerating. I have money in the bank, but it's not like I'm permitted to use it. Seems kind of funny wouldn't you think? Not being able to use money that I earn. I guess my Father is trying to instill some responsibility in me. I've almost got him convinced that it's working. I'm actually trying in school this year. Yeah, senior year, and I decided.. "hmm, maybe I want to go to college." So what's been new? Well, you'll be happy to know that my love for Lindsey Lohan has not subsided. I still love her despite her setbacks.
I think I've decided (although I don't want to get ahead of myself since I haven't seen the campus) That I want to go to William Patterson. My Dad says I have a good chance of getting in, and it's very close to New York City. Another plus, Is Mallory would only be half and hour away. I still don't know how Sarah feels about where she wants to go.. but we still have time to figure it out.
It's a little nuts to think that this time next year, I'll be in a dorm... partying everynight, I mean.. studying hard!! I can't wait to meet new people, but on Graduation day, There will be lots of tears. I haven't even lived half my life. In 9th grade, I wrote a letter to myself that is getting sent to me this year. I remember writing it, but I don't remember what it said. I know though, one thing .. I was bitching about how my brother got everything now that he had graduated highschool, and now.. he's graduating college. My dad said theres a good chance he can get a $50,000 job right out of school. Of course I had to add in my two sense about how I'll be in Million dollar movies.. I mean it will happen, but not right out of school.
Anyway, I've got work to do. Maybe I'll keep this up, or Maybe this will be the last entry for another 2 years.