What a strange year... (you should probably skip the first part of this entry)
wow so i wake up this morning with a voicemail on my answering machine from a girl who use to be my best friend in middle school. we had a pretty bad ending so when i heard it was her voice i was contemplating hanging up but then she said that another one of our friend's dad has died. at first i was in shock and didnt know what to say or do. so i went on with my morning pretending that i didnt get the phonecall but i just couldnt forget about it. then i realized that even though they werent my friends anymore and they treated me like shit when we were friends, i still care a lot about these people. and i dont like that. i mean i felt really really bad about his dad but these people excluded me and made me feel bad about myself so why should i have cared when karma came around? well after thinking about it i realized that i would be a horrible person to not care about it i mean they took the time to call me and tell me. i really want to hate these people but i cant i realized that once your friends with someone, no matter how horrible they treat you, they are alway leave a mark on your heart that will never go away. omg this makes absolutly no sense whatsoever...
anyway it is time to look about on a year and reflect. 2006 has been... interesting. many good things happened i mean i made a lot of new friends and found my love for supernatural. but this year has also been a bad year. i lost one of my best friends who i thought i would be friends with forever, but she just lefted me so she could become more "popular". that was probably the most confusing and worse time of my year. my dad and i had some epic agruements (but that happens every year). and a lot of people i cared about died. but in reterospect if i was to determine if it was a good year of a bad year i would have to say... it was an interesting year and i hope good things will happen in 2007.
HAVE A HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!
anyway it is time to look about on a year and reflect. 2006 has been... interesting. many good things happened i mean i made a lot of new friends and found my love for supernatural. but this year has also been a bad year. i lost one of my best friends who i thought i would be friends with forever, but she just lefted me so she could become more "popular". that was probably the most confusing and worse time of my year. my dad and i had some epic agruements (but that happens every year). and a lot of people i cared about died. but in reterospect if i was to determine if it was a good year of a bad year i would have to say... it was an interesting year and i hope good things will happen in 2007.
HAVE A HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!