Bum-Days ROCK
Today i want to be a bum.. no more india prep stuff for me! :oP bc it SUX gr.. every day from 2-6 we've been shopping! and spending so much money 2! with building the house, raminder going to college *UF or india-- she hasnt decided yet* and phase 2 of the hospital going up its craziness.. yes i, charan, am concerned about money lol but i shouldnt be right?
i went to dads hospital! It looks awesome absolutely amazing, theres a 2nd x-ray room and a new cat scan room *how awesome a catscan! i cant wait to play with it!* but yeah.. lol its so nice and everything looks almost ready and really nice...
Maria asked me what my dad did-- i guess shes been reading my journal and is confused *bc we've not kept in touchsince middle school! all marias fault :oP!* my dad is a vet, and his hospital= dr. ks animal hospital.. lol clearing a few things up.. maria *being the braindead summer person she is* thought my dad owned one of those ppl hospitals "like st. marys" loll.. she never ceases to make me laugh i love her <33 lol.. so yeah i guess im going to answer questions now in here 2! so if u have one for me write it in my comments box thingy and u can be anonymous 2! how fun :oP and it'll give me osmething to do on my bored days..
so mina sent me this link to this name thing and it translates ur name blah blah and heres mine..
*first name*
You are a quick study, and can be self-taught. Your curiosity can get the best of you, but you must learn to concentrate. You work hard to achieve material success through your own efforts. You have much enthusiasm with a driving attitude toward achievement in life. You enjoy a challenge. You can take thought-directed actions. You have a need to be up front. You can handle details well. You have a methodical mind. You have a talent for working with people on a one to one basis. You have a lack of confidence in your mental abilities and do not like being forced into giving your opinion. You can be quite inventive and quite curious. You need to learn to be expressive. You are a person who cannot tolerate being misunderstood. Your privacy is important to you. You have a rich inner life.
*MIDDLE NAME* You have good recuperative abilities and strong mental determination. You are very private and dislike others prying into your affairs. You have a need to be up front. You are soft-hearted with a charitable nature. You have a lack of confidence in your mental abilities and do not like being forced into giving your opinion. <*last name*
You have good recuperative abilities. You are determined. You need to learn the true value of material possessions. You have a natural protection in life. You are always saved - especially from yourself. You have a need to be up front. You must learn to give 'wise' service and not be a martyr. You are a hard worker when you make up your mind to do a job. You need to learn the meaning of true giving. You have a lack of confidence in your mental abilities and do not like being forced into giving your opinion. You have a need to be up front.
interesting.. i def dont need to be forced into giving my opinions tho loll.. as everyone knows i really dont keep to myself lol..
I told the story of my relationship with my bf to samantha today who wanted to know everything lol this took like 2 hours *and we arent done* it was interesting we went through every chapter of my relationship.. i talked to her about my prior bad relationship to this one *okay not BAD but not good either* and yeah we chatted for a long time.. conclusion: my bf rocks.. lol seriously hes the sweetest person around :oP no ones ever done so much for me as he has MUAH. hes cooked for me, made me feel better when im sick or sad, suprises me with things all the time and hes so easy to talk to and yeah *sigh* i miss him! :oP! but yeah im learning a lot about myself bc samantha is def analyzing everything. We discovered I was cautious and didnt trust him in the beginning *stupid charan* and i felt the need to test him *stupid rumors i kept hearing* and yeah im just so happy that we've made it this far! :) its been an amazing and fun journey.. I <33 him :-D
So today.. moms taking a nap and as soon as shes up we r going shopping!!
I havent talked to my soreena and anu and amena.. i mean really talked to them in forever!! i miss soreena! :oP that girl has helped me out through some really hard times and ive really talked to her a lot! I miss anu! shes in india and i didnt even get to say bye :(. I miss Amena! I really need to talk to her..
I dont understand y when lying to me isnt a big deal.. lets say person C lied to a teacher bc she had to but used the same lie with me and im supposed to be one of her best friends.. i dunno how she feels about me now or whatever and oyy i just dont know.. i wish she didnt say it wasnt a big deal bc now im wondering what other "no big deal" things shes lied to me about..
and aww Jon and Anu its so cute Jon was telling me how hes going to go crazy since anu is in india.. aww that kid is the sweetest and Anu deserves the best.. yay for them :-D
when im in india i will very much miss my gurpreet, niko, amu, jo and minou :(. i <33 them. and it wont be the same not seeing them every week! Im being a big baby i know but yeah.. we've had some *some? I mean TONS* of good times and they r sooo awesome :).
I hate ppl who dont know me and judge me.. oyy i think ive dealt with this most this school year.. and yeah i started hating ppl i didnt even know which is BAD but yeah what can u do.. i hate *certain* ppl. *yes a random statement bc im hearing new stuff- i hate gossip 2- i hate being gossiped about*
My senior pics r a few days after i get back from india WOOHOO :). I'll have a tan and look like a fob.. but yeah after getting those pics taken I'll really feel like a senior :-D..
being a senior= picking a college. My dad really wants me to go to NOVA or UM or UF.. i want to go to USF lol hes not so happy about that but we've agreed on UCF/UM/NOVA not UF.. I don't want to be in my sisters shadow forever.. and besides thats only if my india plan doesnt work out..
so yeah.. in honor of my bum day im going to take a nap :). leave love