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Yesterday was fun and then today was such a good day and I was all happy and elated and stuff. So naturally, my mom told me that Easter was pretty much going to suck, but she said it in this bouncy chipper voice like maybe that was going to make me like it more? blah. So im really upset about that bc Josh was supposed to come and meet my family and all that and ive spent the last 6 months trying to describe it and this was when it was supposed to happen. So obviously, god hates me. So mom said she'd try to think of something. But I wanted it to be like it always is, on Sunday Easter with everybody thats supposed to be there and at somebody elses house. I could settle for that on Saturday, which wouldnt exactly have the same feeling, but its the best i have right now. Cause currently its just my aunt and uncle and grandmother at our house. Which will be terrible and depressing. Im going to make this right if it kills me. And i swear its not going to ruin my elatedness. Why am i so psychotic about this?
As a side note, Im sooo psyched about UDel!!! The weekend seems so close, but that its never going to finally come. Its the longest wait ever and im sooo impatient for it....
As a side note, Im sooo psyched about UDel!!! The weekend seems so close, but that its never going to finally come. Its the longest wait ever and im sooo impatient for it....