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Nothing really new has been going on lately. Ive had a lot on my mind and Ive been sorting it out. Although there really havent been any significant events, Ive had a lot to think about and deal with.
Ive finally been catching up on some homework. I had fallen pretty far behind. The stress was getting to be a bit much, but things are doing better now.
I haven't done my W2, fafsa, insurance packet (from my crash in january) or any scholarship applications. im such a lazy slacker, tut tut.
Work has been going better. It helps that im no longer doing 9-4 every night with a horrible cold. But im still not making any money.
The other night I went jogging with Brigid and Adrian. it was fun. im actually looking forward to going again. It helped to get rid of a lot of stress and guilt. Though ive learned that an 18 year break from exercise can lead to a lack of running stamina. As it turns out, im a tad out of shape. I just wish i wasnt such a third wheel (good job, josh. such a slacker...)
hmm, what else? Josh has been feeling better, which is good. things have been difficult. i can only imagine how it must be for him. i really cant believe its only been 11 days. out of 6 weeks.
i dont think id take a minute of it back. Maybe its selfish of me, because i know the surgery wasnt fun for him. but we've grown so much closer in the past 11 days. ive learned sooo much about him and about myself and about life and its just been the most incredible thing. its crazy that so much can change in such a short time. things are just so much more comfortable and understanding and loving. i couldnt even describe it. it sounds so ridiculous. but if this really is what love is, i dont ever want to fall out of it.
In other news, its snowing. I hope school gets canceled because i have not yet even opened my biology book and im so completely unprepared for the test tomorrow. I should get a lucky 4 leaf clover pendant. Or maybe i should try actually studying....
oh, i forgot! its the most important news of all! i got my tickleyness back today!!!! =D x 30971450713. it tends to come and go in a few weeks increments and ive missed it lately.
So i heard that napoleon dynamite died a few days ago in a car crash but now people are saying that thats not true. anybody have any info??
I really need to spend a whole day shopping soon. I need to reinstate myself as a lady/girl. If anybody wants to come with me, leave a comment or im me =)
Senior trip is soon! woo hoo!
[As a side note, I had written this whole entry and it was much longer and excellently worded. Then i pushed the wrong button and it disappeared and i near cried. So i apologize for only being able to give you the next best thing i could scrape from my memory. Its not too bad, actually. But i was furious and i still feel like im forgetting some things.]
Ive finally been catching up on some homework. I had fallen pretty far behind. The stress was getting to be a bit much, but things are doing better now.
I haven't done my W2, fafsa, insurance packet (from my crash in january) or any scholarship applications. im such a lazy slacker, tut tut.
Work has been going better. It helps that im no longer doing 9-4 every night with a horrible cold. But im still not making any money.
The other night I went jogging with Brigid and Adrian. it was fun. im actually looking forward to going again. It helped to get rid of a lot of stress and guilt. Though ive learned that an 18 year break from exercise can lead to a lack of running stamina. As it turns out, im a tad out of shape. I just wish i wasnt such a third wheel (good job, josh. such a slacker...)
hmm, what else? Josh has been feeling better, which is good. things have been difficult. i can only imagine how it must be for him. i really cant believe its only been 11 days. out of 6 weeks.
i dont think id take a minute of it back. Maybe its selfish of me, because i know the surgery wasnt fun for him. but we've grown so much closer in the past 11 days. ive learned sooo much about him and about myself and about life and its just been the most incredible thing. its crazy that so much can change in such a short time. things are just so much more comfortable and understanding and loving. i couldnt even describe it. it sounds so ridiculous. but if this really is what love is, i dont ever want to fall out of it.
In other news, its snowing. I hope school gets canceled because i have not yet even opened my biology book and im so completely unprepared for the test tomorrow. I should get a lucky 4 leaf clover pendant. Or maybe i should try actually studying....
oh, i forgot! its the most important news of all! i got my tickleyness back today!!!! =D x 30971450713. it tends to come and go in a few weeks increments and ive missed it lately.
So i heard that napoleon dynamite died a few days ago in a car crash but now people are saying that thats not true. anybody have any info??
I really need to spend a whole day shopping soon. I need to reinstate myself as a lady/girl. If anybody wants to come with me, leave a comment or im me =)
Senior trip is soon! woo hoo!
[As a side note, I had written this whole entry and it was much longer and excellently worded. Then i pushed the wrong button and it disappeared and i near cried. So i apologize for only being able to give you the next best thing i could scrape from my memory. Its not too bad, actually. But i was furious and i still feel like im forgetting some things.]