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well today was not the most joyous of a day. I no longer have a b/f but not by my choice... i loved max very much but i guess its just not meant for me to be happy right now.....as long as he is i guess.......i guess i am jsut not loved as much and it is time to move on.... not the happiest thing ever....anyways....i havent been up to much .....hvaent really felt liek updating at all .....now i dont feel like doing much...i haet the feel i have now...it isnt even describable...no1 can truly understand how i am right now..... umay have felt pain ...but not the same kind ...no1s pain will ever be exactly the same...... i sjtu hope that one day i am happy again......and i hope i find someone who cares about me ...thats all i aks for....is that too much ??? i dont think so .......
-Jen