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so tonight's my brother's engagement conctail party and the only reason i'm going is him... not her... him. i was thinking a lot about him today and it made me cry again. i mean we hardly ever see him and now that he's marrying a stuck up high matinence brat we'll probably never see him, even on holidays. which really sucks. well the wedding's not for another year and he's not on to stick to commitment so who knows, maybe this won't work out. as long as he's happy though, i'm happy.
i've been helping my grandparents move mulch all morning, i'm supposed to be cleaning my old bedroom so i can get started on my graduation project, i have to go into work tonight from 7-10, and then i'm going to my brother's party and who knows how long we'll be there... it's gonna be a long night.
i miss a lot of my friends. i havn't hung out with too many of them yet this summer. i've been keeping in touch either by calling, AIM, and/or myspace but i wanna actually see them. :( the fireworks at the middle school are gonna be tomorrow night so i'll probably see a lot of them there.
my family's having a 4th of july cook out on sunday. i'm relaly not looking forward to it, but i've just gotta make the best out of it.
i'm leaving next sunday to go on my mission trip to West Virginia and i'll be back the saturday after that. it's gonna be so fun. i'm sad Katie and Ryan aren't going but it'll still be awesome.
Billy's supposed to come in the weekend i come back but i don't think that's gonna happen. i tried calling him lastnight and i think he either got a new phone or got his number changed or something cuz it says his number isn't in service... unless the company shut down. i don't know.
i've been helping my grandparents move mulch all morning, i'm supposed to be cleaning my old bedroom so i can get started on my graduation project, i have to go into work tonight from 7-10, and then i'm going to my brother's party and who knows how long we'll be there... it's gonna be a long night.
i miss a lot of my friends. i havn't hung out with too many of them yet this summer. i've been keeping in touch either by calling, AIM, and/or myspace but i wanna actually see them. :( the fireworks at the middle school are gonna be tomorrow night so i'll probably see a lot of them there.
my family's having a 4th of july cook out on sunday. i'm relaly not looking forward to it, but i've just gotta make the best out of it.
i'm leaving next sunday to go on my mission trip to West Virginia and i'll be back the saturday after that. it's gonna be so fun. i'm sad Katie and Ryan aren't going but it'll still be awesome.
Billy's supposed to come in the weekend i come back but i don't think that's gonna happen. i tried calling him lastnight and i think he either got a new phone or got his number changed or something cuz it says his number isn't in service... unless the company shut down. i don't know.