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holy shit on a shit stick!! yesterday was so hectic!! i went to a retreat with my youth group and it was supposed to last from 9:30-4:00 but i had to leave at 12:30 cuz i had to go to work for 1:00. so then i worked from 1-5 and then i went to a birthday party which was really fun and that ended at 10:00. so when i came home i went to bed and then i had to get up at 6:00 this morning. i was at a Phillies game all day and it was so friggin hot! but it was really fun. Shawn went with me and we took pictures of Johnny Damon (from the Boston Red Sox... that's who the Phillies played... incase you didn't catch onto that lol) cuz my mom thinks he's amazing lol. and we walked around looking for my future husband who was sitting a couple rows down and across from us *orgasms* lol he was... uhhhhh indescribable!!! haha but we couldn't find him so we (well atleast i was, Shawn was kinda out of it from the heat and lack of sleep) were looking for a future wife for Shawn but we had no luck :/
well as you may know my brother, Jonathan is getting married and the wedding isn't until next year but their party for it is on friday. so on the bus comming home Jonathan texted me even though we were like right next to eachother and he was just being all casual asking if i liked the game and who Shawn was (he was being a big brother like incase Shawn was my boyfriend but i told him he wasn't lol). and then he asked me if i was going to their party on friday and i really didn't want to cuz her family is gonna be there and they're all stuck up spoiled rotten brats and i hafta work until 10 anyway so i thought i had a good excuse but then he told me he really wanted me to go even if it's not until 11 or 12. then we started talking about the wedding and i was holding back my tears just talking about it cuz like i hardly see him anymore as it is and after they get married i'm probably never gonna see him and i'm scared she's gonna change him into some stuck up rich person like the rest of her family. and it just sucks cuz i never talk to him and we never see eachother and it just really makes me sad cuz he's my brother. so because of that (he doesn't know that's why though) i told him he had to save a dance for me at the wedding reception and he said he would :) i'll probably be balling my eyes out like an idiot lol
well as you may know my brother, Jonathan is getting married and the wedding isn't until next year but their party for it is on friday. so on the bus comming home Jonathan texted me even though we were like right next to eachother and he was just being all casual asking if i liked the game and who Shawn was (he was being a big brother like incase Shawn was my boyfriend but i told him he wasn't lol). and then he asked me if i was going to their party on friday and i really didn't want to cuz her family is gonna be there and they're all stuck up spoiled rotten brats and i hafta work until 10 anyway so i thought i had a good excuse but then he told me he really wanted me to go even if it's not until 11 or 12. then we started talking about the wedding and i was holding back my tears just talking about it cuz like i hardly see him anymore as it is and after they get married i'm probably never gonna see him and i'm scared she's gonna change him into some stuck up rich person like the rest of her family. and it just sucks cuz i never talk to him and we never see eachother and it just really makes me sad cuz he's my brother. so because of that (he doesn't know that's why though) i told him he had to save a dance for me at the wedding reception and he said he would :) i'll probably be balling my eyes out like an idiot lol