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so my sister got married on the 12th. she looked beautiful, and surprisenly i didn't cry. i laughed throughout the whole ceremony cuz matt was hilarious. 
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so anyways, this summer was awesome. even though it had some downfalls along the way. i've learned not to blame things on my self when it doesn't involve me, and not to blame people's bad moods on me, when i didn't even do anything. i've realized that i have the most amazing friends ever in the world and i wouldn't ask for anything different. i know they will always be there for me through tough times, and i to them. i've learned that just because my family, is my family, doens't mean they cant be my friends. i've spent alot of time at my cousins house and we've talked alot, and now we're like bestfriends. and i love that, i've become closer to my family than ever before, all because of the wedding. seeing my aunt laughing like nothing was wrong with her health was the most amazing thing. she looked adorable at the wedding and it made me realize that just because someone in your family is sick, or if your sick for that matter, doesn't mean you can live your life and have a good time. dont wallow on things that aren't a big deal, like someone being mad at you for not calling them, or looking at them weird, there are more important things in life that actually matter, like spending time with people you love and love you back. i've learned to stand up for my self and speak my mind freely even if someone get a little mad. its my opinion and if you ask for it you're gonna get the truth. if you dont like it then ya know what, truth hurts sometimes, so et used to it theres gonna be more coming in the future. i've learned not to let people walk all over me and learn to say no once in a while when you really dont want to do something. and not to be shy around people that you're attracted too, because if you're being yourself and they like it, fuck yeah they're a keeper, but if they dont like it then there are way more guys out there who actually are worth your time. so as the summer comes to a close ( wow that was wicked gay! haha ) i've realized and learned a lot of things, and i loved every minute of this summer and i wish it wouldn't end. but seriously, i'm gonan be a bitch the first day of school cuz i dont wanna go back what so ever, i wanna live my life and have a fun time for the rest of it. i'm gonna party with my jame and chels and my boys tomorrow as usual, saturdays are party days! haha and then i'm off t0 NH till tuesday. so i'm out long day otmorrow!
PEACE!
http://community.webshots.com/user/jjjackiexo
so anyways, this summer was awesome. even though it had some downfalls along the way. i've learned not to blame things on my self when it doesn't involve me, and not to blame people's bad moods on me, when i didn't even do anything. i've realized that i have the most amazing friends ever in the world and i wouldn't ask for anything different. i know they will always be there for me through tough times, and i to them. i've learned that just because my family, is my family, doens't mean they cant be my friends. i've spent alot of time at my cousins house and we've talked alot, and now we're like bestfriends. and i love that, i've become closer to my family than ever before, all because of the wedding. seeing my aunt laughing like nothing was wrong with her health was the most amazing thing. she looked adorable at the wedding and it made me realize that just because someone in your family is sick, or if your sick for that matter, doesn't mean you can live your life and have a good time. dont wallow on things that aren't a big deal, like someone being mad at you for not calling them, or looking at them weird, there are more important things in life that actually matter, like spending time with people you love and love you back. i've learned to stand up for my self and speak my mind freely even if someone get a little mad. its my opinion and if you ask for it you're gonna get the truth. if you dont like it then ya know what, truth hurts sometimes, so et used to it theres gonna be more coming in the future. i've learned not to let people walk all over me and learn to say no once in a while when you really dont want to do something. and not to be shy around people that you're attracted too, because if you're being yourself and they like it, fuck yeah they're a keeper, but if they dont like it then there are way more guys out there who actually are worth your time. so as the summer comes to a close ( wow that was wicked gay! haha ) i've realized and learned a lot of things, and i loved every minute of this summer and i wish it wouldn't end. but seriously, i'm gonan be a bitch the first day of school cuz i dont wanna go back what so ever, i wanna live my life and have a fun time for the rest of it. i'm gonna party with my jame and chels and my boys tomorrow as usual, saturdays are party days! haha and then i'm off t0 NH till tuesday. so i'm out long day otmorrow!
PEACE!