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I've never broken up with someone for another person. And now that I have, I think I shouldn't have. I should have let it be. I mean I like Mike more, I thought I was doing the right thing, it wasn't exactly fair to Jerrad. But now I miss Jerrad like crazy. And I want Mike to disappear. And my mom's angry with me. And as much as I hate to admit it, she usually picks the good guys. But now I' mstuck with Mike and I thought I would be happy, but I'm not. I did get annoyed with all of Jerrad's "ghettoness", but now I miss it, and I want him back. I didn't know that I really did like him. Now I guess I should leave it alone and let it work out, but I don't want to. I want to take it all back, but I can't. I want to talk to Jerrad but I'm afraid he's angry at me. We were perfect, I mean he put up with me being annoying and he was sweet and I put up with his "ghettoness" and *sigh*. I'm so sad right now. I can't make up my mind. I don't even want a boyfriend, EVER.