Yours are the sweetest eyes i've ever seen
So the past few weeks have been... a big... blah i guess. to much going on.
Guys suck mostly. Don't know what happened this time. but oh well. i'm starting to just get over all the assholes i've ever let steal my heart.
Met a really cute boyyyy. Seems really nice, dont know how that will work out just yet... i'm hoping, but i guess we'll see. i've learned not to get my hopes up ya know.
I try to be in a good mood most of the time, sometimes tho, the things that happen, or the things that are said to me, really get me down and i really cant help it. =\. but im really trying ya know.
i really dont care what people wanna say about me. i hate when people think they know you have they really have No idea cuz they havent taken the time to actually listen to ONE thing you've said to them. =\.
I really dont think im that bad of a person, or that bad of a friend for that matter either. shit happens, people make mistakes. i'm kinda sick of always putting it all on me. yeah ill admit sometimes i do things wrong, but its not always all just me ya know.
i've been missing myyyy matthewww. i'm glad we're hanging out again. i loveee himmm.
guess i dont know where my life's going anymore.
i really hope my moms lying... again, that would make things a hell of a lot easier on me. but she has to be happy, and i understand that.
i dunno, i guess ima just stop there. not in the best of moods, probably not that best time to be writting an entry.
Guys suck mostly. Don't know what happened this time. but oh well. i'm starting to just get over all the assholes i've ever let steal my heart.
Met a really cute boyyyy. Seems really nice, dont know how that will work out just yet... i'm hoping, but i guess we'll see. i've learned not to get my hopes up ya know.
I try to be in a good mood most of the time, sometimes tho, the things that happen, or the things that are said to me, really get me down and i really cant help it. =\. but im really trying ya know.
i really dont care what people wanna say about me. i hate when people think they know you have they really have No idea cuz they havent taken the time to actually listen to ONE thing you've said to them. =\.
I really dont think im that bad of a person, or that bad of a friend for that matter either. shit happens, people make mistakes. i'm kinda sick of always putting it all on me. yeah ill admit sometimes i do things wrong, but its not always all just me ya know.
i've been missing myyyy matthewww. i'm glad we're hanging out again. i loveee himmm.
guess i dont know where my life's going anymore.
i really hope my moms lying... again, that would make things a hell of a lot easier on me. but she has to be happy, and i understand that.
i dunno, i guess ima just stop there. not in the best of moods, probably not that best time to be writting an entry.