Wandering Thoughts

[xo_broadwaybaby]

I've been thinking nonstop over the past few days for understandable reasons.  I have trouble sleeping and can't focus on anything in particular cuz im just sad and thinking about things all the time.  I'm so happy I was home this weekend, it was one of the hardest few days of my life but its made me realize just how lucky i am.  I struggle with my

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[justjewels16]

granted i'm still pretty drunk i'm almost positive that all of that made sense lol yay stream of consciousness! and as weird as this sounds i think that your entry kinda just affirmed for me how much of a disease depression really is. If it was just that there were "issues" to be dealt with this enrty wouldn't have been so identifiable. idk i'm feeling incoherent right now lol i make sense in my head. we can discuss this more where i'm not falling asleep...

[galindapopular]

It's OK to be unhappy sometimes, its human. You just can't let it overwhelm you. Life is scary but sometimes the scary things are what make it wonderful.

I love you!

[yippee_skippeez]

don't be scared frinny. i think everyone at this point in life feels pretty much exactly the same. in fact, this entry could have come straight out of my head (except i'm not as good in the friendship dept. as you!) not to get all emo and hormonal, but this is a REALLY weird time. we're like, on the cusp of adulthood and we're not sure whats going to become of us. you just gotta trust :o) that's what i'm trying to do

i love you to teeny tiny itty bitties!!

[dramaqueenhammy]

Are you in my head? If so that is insanely creepy. Because I really do think we have the same thoughts.

I know how you feel that you feel guilty for being so sad when people have it much worse, and when you have great things. I am blessed with people like you in my life, yet I still find myself hating everything.

I related to the being scared that you don't want help. Let me tell you, I was scared even more after this weekend. And getting help makes me feel like I'm admitting that I'm weak. Or it used to. I know now that it is the RIGHT thing to do and it is not admitting you're weak. Sometimes, people are lucky enough (sarcasm) not to be able to control certain things and/or thoughts. But it can be controlled by other means.

I don't know if any of this makes sense. I've been negative nancy this weekend, and am trying to make the best of everything and I guess I'm going stream of conciousness too at this point. I love you and of course if you need anything or anyone I'm always here.

I love you sooooo much