It's OFFICIAL!!!!
yes, you read right...IT'S OFFICIAL!!! :-D
julia, jackie, jenn, and meeeee (yeah you can all call me jatherine from now on...) are going to PUERTO RICO from June 25th to June 30th!!!!!!!
EEEEE!!!!!!! it's ACTUALLYYYYY happening!!!!!
The plane is booked. We have 4 seats, on a plane leaving june 25th to PUERTO RICOOOOOOOOOO
ahhhhhhhhhhh :-)
i am SO SO SO SO exciteddddd :-D
ok so whos coming shopping?????!!?!?!
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
alright i think i got that all out...maybe...teeheeheehee :-)
so im sorry i suck at updating. i never do, and when i finally decide to they end up making no sense like this one!!!
recently - dance is over. it was weird saying goodbye, just because i knew that there was a pretty big group of people there that ill probly never see again. It's just strange. I'm not even that sad right now. It's a little scary, but it's mostly just weird. I'm going to miss meredith. that's the only thing im sure of and the only thing im REALLY sad about. We were standing on stage right before the last time we did the finale...and we were just hugging for like a day lol i didnt let go of her...and dana came over and looked kind of sad and said "aww what are you two gonna do without each other?" And i started thinking about it and i really just don't know. over the past 2 years or so meredith's become like my other half. She's one of the greatest people i've ever met and I always wonder when she changed from that girl i dance with to one of the best friends i'll ever have...and in the end it really just doesn't matter. all that matters is the fact that im lucky enough to have her and i KNOW that just because dance is ending doesn't mean we'll lose touch. and i guess that just makes the whole thing ok!
school's almost done...finally finished those scholarship essays ive been putting off. papers are probly gonna start catching up on me soon but ill deal with that when the time comes. Classes end June 14th. It's already May 24th...Graduation (June 22nd) is less than a month away.
It's almost all too surreal to even be sad. I just keep thinking about how a HUGE era of my life is ending. I keep thinking about the ENORMOUS impact certain people have had on my life so far. Thanks to those people (cough yes you reading this)...i'm confident. i never saw myself as a very confident person. i tend to beat myself up over stupid things and i dont always like myself very much...but lately i just seem to be doing a pretty good job of being me. And i don't mind me. If people choose to not like me that's ok they dont need to. I can't POSSIBLY please everyone and im starting to come to terms with that. I think that a lot of this confidence comes from the fact that ive become comfortable that there are people out there who like me for who i am and dont expect more or less, they just like me. So thanks for that I guess.
I think im delerious i dont really know what im talking about lol
my throat hurts :-( and i think my wisdom teeth are coming in and they hurt and its making me sadddd
hahahahahahaha oy im gonna stop now <3 byebye lovelovelove
julia, jackie, jenn, and meeeee (yeah you can all call me jatherine from now on...) are going to PUERTO RICO from June 25th to June 30th!!!!!!!
EEEEE!!!!!!! it's ACTUALLYYYYY happening!!!!!
The plane is booked. We have 4 seats, on a plane leaving june 25th to PUERTO RICOOOOOOOOOO
ahhhhhhhhhhh :-)
i am SO SO SO SO exciteddddd :-D
ok so whos coming shopping?????!!?!?!
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
alright i think i got that all out...maybe...teeheeheehee :-)
so im sorry i suck at updating. i never do, and when i finally decide to they end up making no sense like this one!!!
recently - dance is over. it was weird saying goodbye, just because i knew that there was a pretty big group of people there that ill probly never see again. It's just strange. I'm not even that sad right now. It's a little scary, but it's mostly just weird. I'm going to miss meredith. that's the only thing im sure of and the only thing im REALLY sad about. We were standing on stage right before the last time we did the finale...and we were just hugging for like a day lol i didnt let go of her...and dana came over and looked kind of sad and said "aww what are you two gonna do without each other?" And i started thinking about it and i really just don't know. over the past 2 years or so meredith's become like my other half. She's one of the greatest people i've ever met and I always wonder when she changed from that girl i dance with to one of the best friends i'll ever have...and in the end it really just doesn't matter. all that matters is the fact that im lucky enough to have her and i KNOW that just because dance is ending doesn't mean we'll lose touch. and i guess that just makes the whole thing ok!
school's almost done...finally finished those scholarship essays ive been putting off. papers are probly gonna start catching up on me soon but ill deal with that when the time comes. Classes end June 14th. It's already May 24th...Graduation (June 22nd) is less than a month away.
It's almost all too surreal to even be sad. I just keep thinking about how a HUGE era of my life is ending. I keep thinking about the ENORMOUS impact certain people have had on my life so far. Thanks to those people (cough yes you reading this)...i'm confident. i never saw myself as a very confident person. i tend to beat myself up over stupid things and i dont always like myself very much...but lately i just seem to be doing a pretty good job of being me. And i don't mind me. If people choose to not like me that's ok they dont need to. I can't POSSIBLY please everyone and im starting to come to terms with that. I think that a lot of this confidence comes from the fact that ive become comfortable that there are people out there who like me for who i am and dont expect more or less, they just like me. So thanks for that I guess.
I think im delerious i dont really know what im talking about lol
my throat hurts :-( and i think my wisdom teeth are coming in and they hurt and its making me sadddd
hahahahahahaha oy im gonna stop now <3 byebye lovelovelove