i guess you dont believe in me ...
wow im lame, ive updated sooo much lately !! ahh oh well =/ umm yesterday this is what happened _ woke up . ate breakfast . read my book . ate lunch . went to miromar . ate dinner . went to bed <--- ya pretty broing huh ?! .. um inbetween all that there was crying, yelling, fighting, talking, singing .. yep thats how my life is .. so boring
& youll be even more overjoyed when you here about today ! NOT ! .. i = woke up . watched tv . ate breakfast . did hw . helped brother with hw . watched tv . ate lunch . did more hw . hid from the ppl outside . did hw . did laundry . listened to music . talked to ppl . went anti-social . ate dinner * yep how boring ! uggg there was other stuff, but no i wont get into it all.
ummm yea im really bored & the past few nights i havent gotten any sleep at all !! ive either been up thinking .. or crying & thats just not good ! so umm hopefully ill get some sleep tonight since i have school tomarrow, but i have a feeling that i wont _ blah =/
hmm, oh & if you guys read this .. nick you HAVE to call me because if you dont im going to be very mad & not let you in !! lol oh brad, yes call mi hermano ( mii brother ) because he needs to talk to you ? i dont know !
aww look i feel loved:
treyssocool99: ash cheer up
loveable ash56: why ?
treyssocool99: bc i hate u like this
loveable ash56: well thats not gonna cheer me up !! thanks trey, luv you too
treyssocool99: no i didnt mean it like that! see if ur in a bad mood then i cant complain to u if im in a bad mood
loveable ash56: yes, well we can be in bad moods together ! lol
treyssocool99: fine come to my house now
loveable ash56: i cant do that !! im babysitting my brother .. & besides its too far to walk lol
treyssocool99: then ill come to ur house
loveable ash56: no no no !! NO GUYS allowed at my house when my parents arent home !!
loveable ash56: id be soooo dead if my parents found out !
treyssocool99: u can break the rules be bad lol
loveable ash56: no i cant ! ahh maybe another day =/ .. dont be mad at me
treyssocool99: im not mad i still luv u, as a sister that is lol
loveable ash56: haha well thats good, i guess i luv you too .. as a brother lol
treys so funny .. haha i think me, jessie, coryn, justin, & trey might be going to one of our houses this weekend .. im not sure =/ i hope so, thatll be sooo much flippin fun ! hah ! i havent seen them in forever !!
oh this was on hollys away message, & i love it .. it makes perfect sense ! so i decided to post it ..
Humans are capable of hundreds of different emotions. Most of them we can't label, can barely describe. A lot of them are negative, sadness, frustration, betrayal, the list goes on. Everyone thinks that guilt is the worst emotion. It eats you up inside, and not only does it hurt just as much as sadness, but it's all your fault too. It becomes your best friend. It comes over on Friday nights and sits with you as you watch TV, it uses up the hot water and takes the last of the milk. Over a couple of weeks it slowly moves in. Leaving its toothbrush here, then a suitcase, then two.
It's not the worst though.
Love is.
Love is the one emotion that everyone longs for and hates. It is the one thing that you can always rely on to hurt. Love is why you cry in the bathroom with the water on so no one will hear you.
awww i love that ! its really kinda sad though =[ makes me cry .. so anyway im gonna go find something to do .. anyone bored ? you can call me ! =] it would make my night soo um yes bye
♥ ashLey*
you're so good at
saying goodbye ...
aren't you ? <|3
& youll be even more overjoyed when you here about today ! NOT ! .. i = woke up . watched tv . ate breakfast . did hw . helped brother with hw . watched tv . ate lunch . did more hw . hid from the ppl outside . did hw . did laundry . listened to music . talked to ppl . went anti-social . ate dinner * yep how boring ! uggg there was other stuff, but no i wont get into it all.
ummm yea im really bored & the past few nights i havent gotten any sleep at all !! ive either been up thinking .. or crying & thats just not good ! so umm hopefully ill get some sleep tonight since i have school tomarrow, but i have a feeling that i wont _ blah =/
hmm, oh & if you guys read this .. nick you HAVE to call me because if you dont im going to be very mad & not let you in !! lol oh brad, yes call mi hermano ( mii brother ) because he needs to talk to you ? i dont know !
aww look i feel loved:
treyssocool99: ash cheer up
loveable ash56: why ?
treyssocool99: bc i hate u like this
loveable ash56: well thats not gonna cheer me up !! thanks trey, luv you too
treyssocool99: no i didnt mean it like that! see if ur in a bad mood then i cant complain to u if im in a bad mood
loveable ash56: yes, well we can be in bad moods together ! lol
treyssocool99: fine come to my house now
loveable ash56: i cant do that !! im babysitting my brother .. & besides its too far to walk lol
treyssocool99: then ill come to ur house
loveable ash56: no no no !! NO GUYS allowed at my house when my parents arent home !!
loveable ash56: id be soooo dead if my parents found out !
treyssocool99: u can break the rules be bad lol
loveable ash56: no i cant ! ahh maybe another day =/ .. dont be mad at me
treyssocool99: im not mad i still luv u, as a sister that is lol
loveable ash56: haha well thats good, i guess i luv you too .. as a brother lol
treys so funny .. haha i think me, jessie, coryn, justin, & trey might be going to one of our houses this weekend .. im not sure =/ i hope so, thatll be sooo much flippin fun ! hah ! i havent seen them in forever !!
oh this was on hollys away message, & i love it .. it makes perfect sense ! so i decided to post it ..
Humans are capable of hundreds of different emotions. Most of them we can't label, can barely describe. A lot of them are negative, sadness, frustration, betrayal, the list goes on. Everyone thinks that guilt is the worst emotion. It eats you up inside, and not only does it hurt just as much as sadness, but it's all your fault too. It becomes your best friend. It comes over on Friday nights and sits with you as you watch TV, it uses up the hot water and takes the last of the milk. Over a couple of weeks it slowly moves in. Leaving its toothbrush here, then a suitcase, then two.
It's not the worst though.
Love is.
Love is the one emotion that everyone longs for and hates. It is the one thing that you can always rely on to hurt. Love is why you cry in the bathroom with the water on so no one will hear you.
awww i love that ! its really kinda sad though =[ makes me cry .. so anyway im gonna go find something to do .. anyone bored ? you can call me ! =] it would make my night soo um yes bye
♥ ashLey*
you're so good at
saying goodbye ...
aren't you ? <|3