i wont apologize ...
& i find myself crying
all over again _ i dont
know why .. it just kinda
happens, please tell me
that it'll be allright *
just tell me that you love me
well i couldnt sleep, after yelling at my neighbor for about 10 minutes ! my god i swear some people dont know what the words 'i dont want to go' mean !! argh @#$@#^#! lol anyway, it was kinda funny .. my dad thought so anyway =/ ha ! well my eyes are hurting & im bored stiff .. i was supposed to go to sarahs but due to plans for tomarrow i couldnt =[ that sucked ..
umm anyway, have you ever started crying for no apparent reason at all ? hmm i think ive asked this before, but ya it just happens way too many times .. oh well =/ uhh i just found out im NOT going to see my grandpa, which really sucks .. i want to see him before anything happens !!! but my dad wants me & my bro to remember him by the last time we saw him .. which was about 5 years ago, well maybe its for the best .. cuz i know that if we went up there, as soon as i saw him id break down & start crying, i know i would .. i start balling whenever i see his picture that my grandma sent me .. yeah it deff. sucks .. but im trying to deal with it, i just hope nothing happens around my birthday, bc it seems like bad stuff always happens around my birthday =/
i think im going to go now, idk what im gonna do .. read ? maybe, im not sure .. im not looking forward to tomarrow, or monday .. ive got to do hw, we go back to school on tuesday [ yay ! .. NOT !! DEFFINATELY NOT !! ] lmao, yep so g`bye & g`night
comment !!! ill love you forever ! lol ♥
all over again _ i dont
know why .. it just kinda
happens, please tell me
that it'll be allright *
just tell me that you love me
well i couldnt sleep, after yelling at my neighbor for about 10 minutes ! my god i swear some people dont know what the words 'i dont want to go' mean !! argh @#$@#^#! lol anyway, it was kinda funny .. my dad thought so anyway =/ ha ! well my eyes are hurting & im bored stiff .. i was supposed to go to sarahs but due to plans for tomarrow i couldnt =[ that sucked ..
umm anyway, have you ever started crying for no apparent reason at all ? hmm i think ive asked this before, but ya it just happens way too many times .. oh well =/ uhh i just found out im NOT going to see my grandpa, which really sucks .. i want to see him before anything happens !!! but my dad wants me & my bro to remember him by the last time we saw him .. which was about 5 years ago, well maybe its for the best .. cuz i know that if we went up there, as soon as i saw him id break down & start crying, i know i would .. i start balling whenever i see his picture that my grandma sent me .. yeah it deff. sucks .. but im trying to deal with it, i just hope nothing happens around my birthday, bc it seems like bad stuff always happens around my birthday =/
i think im going to go now, idk what im gonna do .. read ? maybe, im not sure .. im not looking forward to tomarrow, or monday .. ive got to do hw, we go back to school on tuesday [ yay ! .. NOT !! DEFFINATELY NOT !! ] lmao, yep so g`bye & g`night
comment !!! ill love you forever ! lol ♥