DECIDED TO WRITE TODAY....

Dec 15, 2004 22:23

MICHAEL AND I TALKED FOR A WHILE LAST NIGHT ABOUT OUR DOGS AND ABOUT OUR LIVES AND WHAT WE PLAN TO DO WITH IT! WE WATCHED SLASH AND THIRTEEN.... WE PICKED OUT NAMES FOR ALL OUR DOGS EVEN THE ONE NOT HERE YET...WE ARE DORKS!! STEPHEN GOT SO UP SET BECAUSE LAST NIGHT HE FOUND OUT THAT LINDSEY WASNT COMING BACK DOWN HERE I FELT SO BAD FOR HIM!!

WELL THIS IS WHATS BEEN ON MY MIND AND WHATS KEPT MY MIND SO BUSY LATELY:

FOR THAT ONE PERSON WHO MISSES ME... HE KNOWS WHO HE IS... I AM SORRY!! TRULY!! I AM REALLY HAPPY HERE AND I HAVE SO MANY PEOPLE HERE WHO CARE FOR ME! I AM NOT SAYING THAT YOU WERENT THERE FOR ME OR THAT YOU DIDNT CARE BUT I HAVE BEEN THREW ALOT IN THE PAST AND AND DONT GET ME WRONG WHAT WE HAD WAS GREAT... BUT I HAVE SOMETHING NOW THAT JUST FEELS SO RIGHT AND I AM HAPPY... PLEASE BE HAPPY FOR ME! YOU SAY YOU LOVE ME STILL AND IN LOVING SOMEONE YOU HAVE TO WANT THEM HAPPY AND IF THEM BEING WITH SOMEONE ELSE MAKES THEM HAPPY, JUST BE HAPPY THAT THEY ARE! WHAT WAS MAY NEVER BE AGAIN BECAUSE I GOT HURT NOT ONCE BUT TWICE AND YEA I DO GIVE SECOND CHANCES BUT NOT THIRD!! I AM SORRY I DO WANT YOUR FRIENDSHIP AND I AM SORRY IF I BROKE YOUR HEART! I DIDNT MEAN TOO! A PART OF US REMAINS WHERE WE HAVE BEEN TOGETHER AND IF YOU WANT TO HOLD ON THEN JUST GO TO WHERE WE HAVE BEEN AND WE WILL BE THERE EVEN IF IT IS JUST IN YOUR MEMORY.BABE YOU DONT GET TO CHOSE WHO YOU LOVE YOU JUST FALL SO ALL I CAN SAY IS WAIT FOR THE PERFECT GURL TO FIND YOU DONT LOOK FOR HER! TIME HEALS ALL WOUNDS AND MAYBE ENOUGH TIME HASNT PASTED YET.

TO THOSE SELECT FEW WHO THINK THE HATE ME... THE TRUTH IS FOR EVERY PERSON THAT YOU HATE IT IS ONE REASON YOU HATE YOUR SELF!! AND FOR THOSE WHO HATE THE WORLD WHAT IS THE POINT IN LIVING? SO THAT YOU CAN SUFFACATE YOUR SELF IN YOUR OWN SELF PITTY? CAUSE THATS ALL YOU ARE DOING! IF YOU DONT LIKE SOMEONE THEN JUST TOTALLY CUT THEM OUT OF YOUR LIFE! IF THEY ARENT THERE TO HATE HEN YOUR LIFE IS THAT MUCH BETTER. REMEMBER THAT HATE IS UGLY AND BEAUTY IS ONLY SKIN DEEP BUT UGLY GOES CLEAR TO THE BONE! SO IN THE END THE MORE PEOPLE YOU HATE THE UGLIER YOU ARE AND YOU CANT EVER CHANGE THAT!! EVER!!

WELL THATS ALL FOR NOW SO ILL LET EVERYONE GO THINK ABOUT WHAT THIS HAS SAID AND HOW MUCH REFERS TO THEIR OWN PITIFUL LIVES!

STACEE AND MICHAEL TOGETHER FOREVER....

ALL COMMENTS WELCOME!!
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