WELL LIFE SUCKS RIGHT NOW
I WROTE MY MOM TONIGHT AND SHE WROTE ME SOME FUCKED UP SHIT!! "TELL ME WHAT I AM TO DO WORK 24 HOURS SO YOU CAN SIT ON YOUR FAT ASS. LIFE IS HARD ANYWHERE YOU GO. YOU HAVE TO WORK HARD TO GET WHAT YOU WANT AND PLAY THE RULES." IS WHAT SHE WROTE... NO I WANT A JOB WHERE I CAN GET ABOUT 50-60 HOURS A WEEK!! I DONT WANT TO SIT ON MY ASS!! I KNOW LIFE IS HARD!!SO~~O LINDSEY, YOU WERE RIGHT...FOR ONCE... MY FAMILY IS FUCKED UP AND DOES DO SOME DUMB SHIT!! AND THEY ARENT THERE FOR ME LIKE THEY SHOULD BE! BUT I DONT WANT ANY GIVENS FROM HER JUST HELP ONCE IN A WHILE! OH WELL.... I AM GOING TO LOOK AT IT LIKE THIS... AS SOON AS I CAN I AM GOING TO GET 2 JOBS AND WORK MY ASS OFF AND PROVE TO EVERYONE THAT I CAN GET SOMEWHERE AND THAT I CAN DO IT ALMOST ON MY OWN! I AM GOING TO BUY A HOUSE BETTER THAN MY MOTHER AND FATHER I AM GOING TO OWN 2 OR 3 CARS I AM GOING TO GET A DEGREE IN COLLEGE I AM GOING TO BE SUCESSFULL IN THE DOG BUISNESS AND LIFE!!!
TELL ME ISNT IT SAD WHEN YOUR OWN MOTHER SAYS SHIT ABOUT YOU LIKE YOU ARE FAT AND LAZY AND YOU HATE TO WORK... PROVES SHE DOESNT KNOW ME WELL!! IM NOT LAZY, I JUST LIKE A BREAK EVERY NOW AND THEN!! I DO LOVE TO WORK IF I DIDNT I WOULDNT WANT 2 JOBS AND TO SELL DOGS!! WELL I GOT OUR WEBSITE DONE AND ITS POSTED!! SEE EVERYONE CAN ASK SHARRON AND LYNN AND MICHAEL... I WANT A JOB AND I HAVE BEEN TRYING TO GET ONE!! MONDAY I AM GOING TO GO JOB HUNTING AGAIN AND PUT OUT 30 APPLICATIONS AND NOT COME HOME TILL I DO!! I WILL HAVE A JOB WEITHER IT MEANS WORKING ON CHRISTMAS OR NOT!! I REALLY DONT CARE!! I JUST WANT AND NEED A JOB OR 2 OR 3!!
NOONE READING THIS KNOWS EVEN THE HALF OF WHAT IVE BEEN THREW IN MY LIFE BUT I AM GOING TO SAY THAT IF YOU EVEN BEGIN TO HAVE A CLUE YOU WOULDNT SAY ANY OF THE BAD SHIT YOU SAY.... YEA LINDSEY KNOWS THAT I WAS GOING TO BE HOMELESS IF I DIDNT MOVE IN WITH HER, AND THAT PAUL BEAT ME UP, AND THAT HE CHEATED ON ME!! THATS ALL!! LETS SEE IF ANY ONES LIFE COMPARES TO MINE.....
1. I HAVE BEEN BEATEN UP BY PAUL PANHOLZER 3 TIMES
2. I HAVE BEEN CHEATED ON
3. I HAVE BEEN HOMELESS- 3 MONTHS IN 6TH GRADE, 9 MONTHS IN 9TH GRADE
4. I HAVE BEEN BEATEN WITH A PEICE OF WOOD BY MY EX, CORY
5. I HAVE BEEN RAPED- I THOUGHT HE WAS A FRIEND... TURNED OUT I WAS WRONG
6. I HAVE BEEN WITH OUT FOOD, TO WHERE ALL WE HAD WAS BREAD AND BUTTER AT TIMES...IF THAT!
7. I HAVE BEEN USED
8. I HAVE BEEN AN ALCOHOLIC... I WAS SO BAD THAT I DRANK A FIFTH EVERYNIGHT ONE SUMMER
9. I HAVE BEEN REJECTED BY MY OWN FAMILY
10. I HAVE TRYED TO KILL MY SELF...IM OVER THAT NOW BUT I DID IT BECAUSE MY FAMILY WAS NEVER THERE FOR ME!!
11. I HAVE BEEN BEAT BY MY DAD
12. I HAVE BEEN STRESSED TO WHERE I WOULDNT GET OUT MY BED AND I HAVE BEEN DEPRESSED TO WHERE I WOULDNT GET OUT THE BED EITHER
13. I HAVE RUN AWAY FROM HOME 2 TIMES- 1ST IN FIFTH GRADE AND SECOND IN 10TH GRADE
14. I HAVE MOVED OUT 3 TIMES- TO CHRIS', TO CRYSTAL'S, TO KIM'S
WELL I FEEL AS IVE SAID TOO MUCH SO IM DONE!! ALSO IF YOUVE GOT SOMETHING TO SAY TO THIS SAY IT... DONT HOLD BACK....RIGHT NOW I DONT CARE WHAT IS SAID AND BY WHO IT IS SAID!!
STACEE AND MICHAEL FOEVER!! NONE CAN CHANGE THAT!!!
TELL ME ISNT IT SAD WHEN YOUR OWN MOTHER SAYS SHIT ABOUT YOU LIKE YOU ARE FAT AND LAZY AND YOU HATE TO WORK... PROVES SHE DOESNT KNOW ME WELL!! IM NOT LAZY, I JUST LIKE A BREAK EVERY NOW AND THEN!! I DO LOVE TO WORK IF I DIDNT I WOULDNT WANT 2 JOBS AND TO SELL DOGS!! WELL I GOT OUR WEBSITE DONE AND ITS POSTED!! SEE EVERYONE CAN ASK SHARRON AND LYNN AND MICHAEL... I WANT A JOB AND I HAVE BEEN TRYING TO GET ONE!! MONDAY I AM GOING TO GO JOB HUNTING AGAIN AND PUT OUT 30 APPLICATIONS AND NOT COME HOME TILL I DO!! I WILL HAVE A JOB WEITHER IT MEANS WORKING ON CHRISTMAS OR NOT!! I REALLY DONT CARE!! I JUST WANT AND NEED A JOB OR 2 OR 3!!
NOONE READING THIS KNOWS EVEN THE HALF OF WHAT IVE BEEN THREW IN MY LIFE BUT I AM GOING TO SAY THAT IF YOU EVEN BEGIN TO HAVE A CLUE YOU WOULDNT SAY ANY OF THE BAD SHIT YOU SAY.... YEA LINDSEY KNOWS THAT I WAS GOING TO BE HOMELESS IF I DIDNT MOVE IN WITH HER, AND THAT PAUL BEAT ME UP, AND THAT HE CHEATED ON ME!! THATS ALL!! LETS SEE IF ANY ONES LIFE COMPARES TO MINE.....
1. I HAVE BEEN BEATEN UP BY PAUL PANHOLZER 3 TIMES
2. I HAVE BEEN CHEATED ON
3. I HAVE BEEN HOMELESS- 3 MONTHS IN 6TH GRADE, 9 MONTHS IN 9TH GRADE
4. I HAVE BEEN BEATEN WITH A PEICE OF WOOD BY MY EX, CORY
5. I HAVE BEEN RAPED- I THOUGHT HE WAS A FRIEND... TURNED OUT I WAS WRONG
6. I HAVE BEEN WITH OUT FOOD, TO WHERE ALL WE HAD WAS BREAD AND BUTTER AT TIMES...IF THAT!
7. I HAVE BEEN USED
8. I HAVE BEEN AN ALCOHOLIC... I WAS SO BAD THAT I DRANK A FIFTH EVERYNIGHT ONE SUMMER
9. I HAVE BEEN REJECTED BY MY OWN FAMILY
10. I HAVE TRYED TO KILL MY SELF...IM OVER THAT NOW BUT I DID IT BECAUSE MY FAMILY WAS NEVER THERE FOR ME!!
11. I HAVE BEEN BEAT BY MY DAD
12. I HAVE BEEN STRESSED TO WHERE I WOULDNT GET OUT MY BED AND I HAVE BEEN DEPRESSED TO WHERE I WOULDNT GET OUT THE BED EITHER
13. I HAVE RUN AWAY FROM HOME 2 TIMES- 1ST IN FIFTH GRADE AND SECOND IN 10TH GRADE
14. I HAVE MOVED OUT 3 TIMES- TO CHRIS', TO CRYSTAL'S, TO KIM'S
WELL I FEEL AS IVE SAID TOO MUCH SO IM DONE!! ALSO IF YOUVE GOT SOMETHING TO SAY TO THIS SAY IT... DONT HOLD BACK....RIGHT NOW I DONT CARE WHAT IS SAID AND BY WHO IT IS SAID!!
STACEE AND MICHAEL FOEVER!! NONE CAN CHANGE THAT!!!