another rollercoaster year...
might as well throw my hands up and enjoy the ride...
So once again its time to stop neglecting my poor, defensless livejournal and post another update for another chapter of my life.
Its finally my senior year. Who knew i would even make it this far through high school with a good chunk of my sanity still in tact? From the minute the clock struck 12a.m. on January 1st i knew it was going to be a crazy year. I have had friends completely stab me in the back just for the sake of feeling better about themselves in life. I've had a boyfriend lie to my face for months at a time and I was too insecure to ever speak up. But then again i've had more moments than any where i have laughed so hard ive cried. Ive stayed up till ungodly hours of the morning talking to people that even a year ago i never thought id glance at in a crowded room. I've stayed up all night watching Sex and the City with my best girl friends while baking and talking about how men are scum; yet we always find ways to love them anyway.
Speaking of Love.
Its now been over half a year with Tom. We've had all time lows (you can see that by just reading my previous livejournals) but now theyre all going away. I NEVER thought i could trust him again but just the little things he does show how much he cares and he knows he messed up. Ive never talked about spending thee rest of my life with someone because everyone knows that guys are immature and weird about that stuff lol. But i talk about that with Tom all the time. And nothings perfect; our relationship is far from it. But hes perfect for me.
I got my senior pictures in the other day and just seeing myself in a cap and gown was an extremely alarming sight. Nevertheless im ready for the laughter, heartache, butterflies, sorrows, and smiles that lay ahead.
Life's made of moments and im ready to embrace every single one.
So once again its time to stop neglecting my poor, defensless livejournal and post another update for another chapter of my life.
Its finally my senior year. Who knew i would even make it this far through high school with a good chunk of my sanity still in tact? From the minute the clock struck 12a.m. on January 1st i knew it was going to be a crazy year. I have had friends completely stab me in the back just for the sake of feeling better about themselves in life. I've had a boyfriend lie to my face for months at a time and I was too insecure to ever speak up. But then again i've had more moments than any where i have laughed so hard ive cried. Ive stayed up till ungodly hours of the morning talking to people that even a year ago i never thought id glance at in a crowded room. I've stayed up all night watching Sex and the City with my best girl friends while baking and talking about how men are scum; yet we always find ways to love them anyway.
Speaking of Love.
Its now been over half a year with Tom. We've had all time lows (you can see that by just reading my previous livejournals) but now theyre all going away. I NEVER thought i could trust him again but just the little things he does show how much he cares and he knows he messed up. Ive never talked about spending thee rest of my life with someone because everyone knows that guys are immature and weird about that stuff lol. But i talk about that with Tom all the time. And nothings perfect; our relationship is far from it. But hes perfect for me.
I got my senior pictures in the other day and just seeing myself in a cap and gown was an extremely alarming sight. Nevertheless im ready for the laughter, heartache, butterflies, sorrows, and smiles that lay ahead.
Life's made of moments and im ready to embrace every single one.