sending out an s.o.s

[xo_amour_xo]

i just want help.
everythings different.
nothings the same.
im walked all over.
yet i cant ever speak up.
it hurts all the time.
yet he doesnt care.
its like i scream.
but no one hears.

the scariest thing is.
i dont know what id be without him.
i thought i knew who i was.
i dont.
everythings different.

make it stop hurting.
make me stronger.
make me able to stand up for myself.
give me my voice back.
we were perfect.
i was so happy.
she ruined everything.
i didnt do anything.
yet everything changed.
i just want to be happy again.
what the hell.
whats wrong with me.
i love him so much.
not like he acts like he loves me back.
i fell for a stupid drunk note.
and gave all my trust back.
im nieve.
anyone.

ugh.

thats my rant.