lets tune out and turn up the radio
it has definitely been a while since i last updated this. which, i must say, is unfortunate cause i always felt like this was a good way to vent everything that was to hard to say out loud.
ive been with tom for almost 5 months now (officially at least) which is actually my longest relationship. its kinda depressing realizing that none of my other relationships were ever that long but thats life.
so a LOT has happened since my last entry. dont get me wrong; i'm still madly in love with my boyfriend and life is still good. its just had its ups and downs. relationships arent all "sunshine and rainbows"
lets sum it up.
ive spent a few shore trips with tom down in LBI for a couple days at a time. shocked he hasnt left me from dealing with my crazy family.
i went to toms graduation parties where i was either thrown in a pool with all my clothes on (being see through of course) in front of his dads entire side or bombarded with family names at his moms sides party while his mom looked in shock at his new tattoo which goes down pretty low on his stomach...=]
i went to surprise him one night where i walked in on him and his ex girlfriend sitting on the bed...not doing anything but still probably the worst my hearts ever felt.
fixed all that.
for some reason i can never get truly angry at him.
which sucks.
cause he can the other way around.
but i love him more than i coould ever have time to describe in a livejournal entry.
realized im really good with guns.
scary eh?
went to some parties. his friends met all my friends. they got along ridiculously well and some even started getting with eachother haha
hmmm....what else....
went to parties with lou where i put up with countless womens rights jokes which never seem to get old for him.
and now.
im finishing up packing. i leave for college of new jersey sunday and europe on wednesday.
i cant believe the trip is finally here. its almost over whelming. i mean of course im excited its a dream. i get to travel 7 countries in europe including going to italy all just to SING! i just wish my boyfriend was with me.
with everything that has happened its gonna be really hard to be away from him for so long. this summer ive probably gone MAYBE 2 straight days without seeing him. 2 and a half weeks may be difficult.
im so nervous.
i hope no one reads this.
its just a vent for me.
glad my boyfriend doesnt have one lol i sound so dumb.
but at 2 40 in the morning my thoughts are flying every which way and i could never organize them.
sleeps probably a good call.
good night love
<3 T.L.F.jr
ive been with tom for almost 5 months now (officially at least) which is actually my longest relationship. its kinda depressing realizing that none of my other relationships were ever that long but thats life.
so a LOT has happened since my last entry. dont get me wrong; i'm still madly in love with my boyfriend and life is still good. its just had its ups and downs. relationships arent all "sunshine and rainbows"
lets sum it up.
ive spent a few shore trips with tom down in LBI for a couple days at a time. shocked he hasnt left me from dealing with my crazy family.
i went to toms graduation parties where i was either thrown in a pool with all my clothes on (being see through of course) in front of his dads entire side or bombarded with family names at his moms sides party while his mom looked in shock at his new tattoo which goes down pretty low on his stomach...=]
i went to surprise him one night where i walked in on him and his ex girlfriend sitting on the bed...not doing anything but still probably the worst my hearts ever felt.
fixed all that.
for some reason i can never get truly angry at him.
which sucks.
cause he can the other way around.
but i love him more than i coould ever have time to describe in a livejournal entry.
realized im really good with guns.
scary eh?
went to some parties. his friends met all my friends. they got along ridiculously well and some even started getting with eachother haha
hmmm....what else....
went to parties with lou where i put up with countless womens rights jokes which never seem to get old for him.
and now.
im finishing up packing. i leave for college of new jersey sunday and europe on wednesday.
i cant believe the trip is finally here. its almost over whelming. i mean of course im excited its a dream. i get to travel 7 countries in europe including going to italy all just to SING! i just wish my boyfriend was with me.
with everything that has happened its gonna be really hard to be away from him for so long. this summer ive probably gone MAYBE 2 straight days without seeing him. 2 and a half weeks may be difficult.
im so nervous.
i hope no one reads this.
its just a vent for me.
glad my boyfriend doesnt have one lol i sound so dumb.
but at 2 40 in the morning my thoughts are flying every which way and i could never organize them.
sleeps probably a good call.
good night love
<3 T.L.F.jr