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[xnowhereslowx]

happy happy. kevin is comming today :) and im listening to movielife, id almost forgotten how much i like kellys song. my toe is really itchy and i have bug bites everywhere. there has been a lot of outside nights lately. its also been one big long party for the past two weeks. it reminds me of school, no parents, no one to tell you not to build the most kickass beeramyde ever. i cant wait to go back to school. but unlike the begining of the summer im not really hoping the next two months fly by. its not that i had forgotten how much fun i have with my friends here, its just like i am realizing how much i really care about them all. and i know when school starts we all have our own lives again. i am going to try harder to keep in touch, try harder to talk to them all more, send them funny cards. things i would do if i was still home. school is also itching in the back of my mind. i miss rachael, and i cant wait to see what happens when we room together. i have a feeling its going to be a crazy year. i just want to pack for some reason. ive been making lists. but thats just my ocd taking control of me. im really going to miss my mom. i almost forgot how close we really are. and i feel bad leaving her. i know she is lonlier when im not around. i really shouldnt even be thinking of any of this. i have two months. two months to hangout with my friends, to work, to be home and to be with my mom. it will fly by im sure. but i will hold on to it for as long as i can.

T minus five hours till kevin is here.

xoxo
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