broken and tired
who ever thought that this could be true cuz i can't stop staring at your picture,and hoping that one you'll come back,hopefully with opened arms. bend not break me,i can't stand not having your warm embraced body next to my,cold lonely one. the angels from heaven can't save me now..and i can't even think about how much i love you..cuz it brings me to tears. my glass contained heart hurts..beating in that jar by your desk..i don't want it back..keep it..so then i'll no you truely love me.. this is the only thing that feels real and right. my heart is yours and only yours..i can't believe you stole it away from me,and i can't belive i fell. i can't stop thinking about what we had,and what we didn't..the endless stories,the endless kisses,the endless heart breaks and the endless love. what the hell is going on in my head..with all this thats inside of me..bursting and leaking through my heart..and my tears. each tear symbolizes my breaking crush heart..i just wnated you to know..that i need you..and that you mean everything to me..but i'm trying to let go..but i don't think it will happen. my only one is gone..and i can't believe..in anything..i'm dying..god..why can't you take my burden away. take my heart..and throw it into that blender you call love. god..i can't live on without knowing your out there..with someone else..crying the night away..i will never forget the nights where we snuck out and the nights where we held hands and kissed all night. remember that tree we were under? remember the love we shared?..i miss it all..and i miss knowing your there..god..why..i can't live without you..god..